I'm Not Who You Think I Am (A Jack Maynard FanFic) #Wattys2016

Chapter 43

EMILYS POV

I sigh as I sit there eating my breakfast on the sofa

Alone....

Jack, Conor and Abe left in the early hours in the morning

Me and Jack didn't say anything to each other after we finished filming because I just went and sat in my room, the only time I came out of my room was when I wanted food, water or the toilet

They left in the early hours of the morning whilst I was in bed

Conor did come into my room and tell me that they was leaving and to text me or ring him if anything is wrong or if I feel lonely

Whilst Jack came into my room, kissed me on the forehead and told me he loved me

I love him but I still can't believe that he said Lydia to the answer to the hottest female YouTuber

I wouldn't of even been mad if he had said Andrea, I would of messaged her myself and told her but Lydia, now that is a step to far

Your probably wondering why I haven't explained why I don't like Lydia well it is a sensitive topic to talk about so I'll save it for another time

But today I am going to completely wipe my mind of everything that has happened because I'm going on a spa day

Now because I don't really have any friends that are girls, I don't have anyone to go on this spa day with

I did ask Oli to come with me but he point blank said no because it isn't his kind of thing

Joe and Caspar are busy sorting stuff out

And Josh and Mikey have surprisingly gone to the gym, I know shocker

So looks like I am going on my own

Not that it bothers me

I know what your probably thinking

"Didn't you have friends at school?"

Well yes I did, even Jack would back me up with that but we all kind of split apart when we left school

I don't know why but they are all doing whatever they want now, I still have them on Facebook so I see them posting all the time about what they are doing with their lives

And let me tell you, I'm the first one out of my old group of friends to get pregnant

Which I didn't expect, some of them did congratulate me on the baby but others didn't

But I don't really give a shit if they care or not, they ditched me and they are all still friends for all I know

They don't like the same things as me now, non of them do the same job as me

It was quite awkward when I last talked to them which I hardly do

Anyway enough about them

I finish off my toast and I go back up to my room

I get my phone out of the pocket of my shorts and take a picture on snapchat of what I looked like this morning

(A/N: This is the snapchat that Emily took)