Friday, 25th September
I wake up immediately after having a nightmare. My face is cloudy with sweats. My limbs are weak.
The nightmare wasn't that scary but it was scary.
I saw Nicole holding a butcher's knife and wanted to kill me. I kept on begging her. When she was about to strike me with the knife. I woke up!
I know it has something to do with Brian's issue but at least she should reason with me. I can't do such a thing at all.
I stay on the bed for about 10 minutes staring at the ceiling
Today is Friday which means I have to go to school. Going to school means I have to see kira. Seeing kira means I have to see Brian. Seeing Brian means I have to see Jason. Seeing Jason means I have to see nicole!. Seeing nicole means I have to face the whole school!!
Oh lord!
I quickly check my phone and there's still no message from jason or Nicole. I dont think they will ever forgive me.
I dont feel like going to school but then I have to cos of my grades. Ugh
I quickly take a very hot bath because that's what I really need now. I brush my teeth.
I just put on a plain purple gown and a black sandals and pack my hair in a messy bun and apply lipstick to my chapped lips.
I look at the mirror, I see a different me. The eyes bags under my eyes are beginning to show. My eyes are heavy cos of the amount of tears that have fallen from them
I look pale.
I grab my phone and sling my bag across my shoulder. I lock the door and begin to head downstairs.
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"Morning mom" I say trying to smile but I fail dramatically
"Morning Anna. How was your night?" She asks giving me a curious look
"It was fine" thinking of the nightmare I had. I dont think it was fine
"Anna what's up with you?" My mom asks the question I've been avoiding
"What do you mean mom?" I ask
"I mean you look so tired. You look sick. Common tell me what's wrong" she says putting her arm around me
"Mom nothing is wrong. It's just a tough week at school. You know assignments and projects" I bluntly lie
"Oh I see. Anyway if you don't want to tell me. I dont want it to bother you anymore. Okay?" She says
"Alright mom. I'll try" I say
"Good. So what do you want to have for break fast?" She asks
I dont really have any appetite right now
"Nothing mom. Just an apple will do" I say in order to prevent more questions
"Alright have one" she says tossing me an apple
"Thanks mom. I've to go now" I say drifting to the door and then I remember something before stopping in my tracks
"Mom what about the result?" I ask
"Oh about That. Anna there's something I want to tell you but that will be after school." She says smiling timidly
"Ughhhhhh fine!. Bye mom" I say waving
"Bye anna" is what I hear last before closing the door
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I'm about to get into the bus before my phone rings
