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47 *bonus chapter*

A/n: Ooo bonus chapter, Hell yeah, also Im having a little author q and a so if you want to find out more about the story or the sequel or me just comment :)

-Simon-

I scrolled through my lap top looking for some ideas my fans give me.

"Babe I'm heading over to Ricky with Madra were gonna make a video" she struggled slipping on her converse.

"Will you be long?" I looked up from the screen and watched as she looked around.

"Few hours no big deal" she shrugged. She walked over to me and pecked my cheeks. "Gotta blast" she smirked and ran out only to trip on her suitcase.

"Babe you okay!" I jumped up and helped her.

"Yeah" she laughed "just move my suitcase over by yours. Thank you, I love you bye!" She ran out. I shook my head and grabbed it by the handle.

"Fuck" I mumbled as all her clothes came out. I sighed and scooped them up throwing her shirts in the bag.
I suddenly stopped when I felt something hard. "Does she have a vibrator?" I mumbled then laughed to myself. I moved a shirt and found a small journal.

"I shouldn't" I set it down "but I want to" I whined picking it up. I flipped through the pages just to skim but stopped. Something caught my eye.

Being Simon fake girlfriend

"What the fuck?" I stood up and walked to the bed. I sat at the end and looked through it some more. It was a normal journal, days and passages about playlist, life and me mostly, but the passage about being my fake girlfriend was on my mind.

"The comments" I remember, I sighed in relief "just a vent" I smiled. "I should read, just to make sure she's okay" I flipped back to the page and read it.

Being Simon fake girlfriend
Passages

So Simon asked me to be his girlfriend, it was awkward as fuck, for me at least. I mean how could I say no? It was for one of his videos and plus Vikk,Madara,JJ and Josh were there. Josh would have gotten mad at me I mean the man paying me. I felt bad at first but the girls started getting irritated that I wasn't paying so I needed the money. I feel horrible, he's honestly the sweetest boy ever and he doesn't deserve me. What does he even see in me?! I'm such a fucking potato! I remember our first date. It was sweet and cute. He took me go cart racing, and I have to admit it was amazing. The laughs and the smiles were real. But the feelings weren't.

I stopped and rubbed my eyes to prevent any tears falling. But it was too late, there were coming down, like waterfalls.

"This can't be true" I cried. I looked back at the book and continued reading.

He seemed so happy and I felt like a monster. I honestly love him as a friend and nothing more. I'm only doing this for Josh, he's an amazing guy....I wonder if I will ever actually gain feelings for him. I'm not into guys like him, Joe Weller yea that's the kind of guy I want. My feelings for him are fake, and I'm fake. I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm just a stupid fake girlfriend. Simon loves me but I don't. He got to feel our first kiss with fireworks,love and butterflies. I felt our first kiss with lips, just lips and nothing more . He treats me like a queen and I treat him like a boy. The only good thing I get out if this, is hanging out with the guys. Getting good pay, and not actually being a girlfriend. This boy is so focused on YouTube, whenever I'm with him or over at the house I'm with Josh. He needs someone else, not me... Gotta go, Simon here
Peace

I shut the book and ran my hands through my hair. Tears were falling down my face. I looked and examined the book, I chucked it across the room and sat on the floor sobbing. I brought my knees up to my chest and just sobbed.

My shirt was stained with tears and my eyes were red and puffy

"Hey Simon can I borrow your charger- Simon?" There was a knock ok the door. "You okay bud?" It was Harry. I held my sobs in and just made a "mhm" sound. "Um, okay?" I heard his foot steps fade.

I looked at my phone and saw the wallpaper. I couldn't help but sob, it was an edit made by a fan with our special pictures and our day we got together.

I thew that too and sobbed even harder.

I need to leave her!

But I love her

She doesn't love you

Yes she does, that's probably fake

A small argument went off in my head. Suddenly I heard laughter from downstairs.

She's back, but she's early? Too early. Her footsteps got closer I panicked and ran into the restroom jumping in the shower. I quickly stripped and turned the water on.

"Babe I'm back, we broke Ricky camera so that's why" she laughed. That broke my heart.

What if that was fake?

"Um ok" I mumbled wetting my hair.

"You ok?" She asked opening the door.

"Yeah, just stressed" I frowned.

"Ok, well we're gonna have a movie night so don't take long" she closed the door and left. I sobbed once she was gone.

She doesn't love you it's all fake

I don't care I love her

So your going to stay?

I'm going to stay

Because I love her