Nathan's POV:
" what the hell mom? what's the matter?" my voice sounds irritated because I am really irritated right now, bitin na bitin ako. I want to feel sharia's body against mine. My mom's looks really mad, at ngayon ko lang siya nakita na ganito ka galit.
" CALM YOUR BALLS NATHAN RAMOS! are you really the father of sharia's baby?" I caught of guard dahil sa tanong ni mommy, bigla akong kinabahan I just felt like na hindi tatangapin ni mommy ang nasa-sinapupunan ni sharia if that is not my child, and I don't want that to happen.
Iniisip ko kung sasabihin ko ba iyong totoo kay mommy o hindi. for me I don't care if i'm not the biological father of sharia's baby all I know is that sharia's blood is running down in to that fetus, at dahil may parte na alam kong galing kay shari kaya, no matter mamahalin ko iyon dahil kay sharia iyon.
" yes " I said it with full of confidence in my voice, naramdaman ko na lang na bigla akong sinampal ni mommy. The slap was definitely hard, ramdam na ramdam ko ang galit sa ginawang pag sampal sa akin ng aking ina.
" How dare you lie to me! You don't respect your mother nathan! at pumatol ka pa talaga sa babaeng gamit na! sa babaeng wasak na wasak na! at may anak pa! hindi kita pinag-aral ng doctoral para lang pumatol sa babaeng buntis na!" napa-yuko na lang ako I don't know how to deffend sharia, because from the start alam kong ganito na agad ang iisipin ni mommy, and still tinuloy ko pa rin. I just love her so much and I don't care kung kung ayaw ng iba.
" mommy, please accept sharia. I love her mom at handa akong tanggapin ang anak niya" naramdaman ko na naman ang sampal ni mommy, I love my mom yes i know but my love for sharia is more. at kaya kong iwan ang lahat basta nandyan lang sharia. call me selfish I don't care I've made a mistake once, nung iniwan ko siya and I don't want that to happen again. I just can't.
" Nathan anak! hindi na uso ang maging martir ngayon! you have a profession tas ano papatol ka lang sa babaeng pokppok ano-----"
I slap my mom, hindi ko alam kung anong tumulak sa akin but I Heared enough. tao lang din naman ako nasasaktan din lalo na at ang babaeng mahal na mahal ko iyong sasabihan niya ng ganun. lahat ng masasamang sinabi nila kay sharia dati nilunok ko, kasi alam ko na hindi pa naman nila ito nakikila at alam ko na pag nakikilala nila ito mag-babago iyon. pero hindi nila binigyan ng pagkaka-taon si sharia na magpa-kilala and they just insult her by reading her families background.
" HOW DARE YOU! MATAPOS KITANG PAG-ARALIN GAGANYANIN MO AKO DAHIL SA BABAE NA YAN!" galit na galit na si mommy, I just can't be nice to her right now lalo na at alam ko na illalayo na naman niya sharia sa akin at iisipin na naman ni sharia na hindi ko siya pinag-tangol.
" mom just leave us alone" I'm trying my best to stay calm, dahil ayoko nang mas lalo pang magalit siya. I will explain things to her pag alam kong hindi na siya galit at mahinahon na siya.
" NO! I WON'T LEAVE HANGGAT HINDI KO NAPAPALAYAS IYONG POKPOK NA IYON!" galit na galit si mommy na umakyat sa hagdan, I hear her breathing halata na nahihirapan na itong huminga dahil sa galit na nararamdaman niya.
" mom stop!" habol ko sa kanya, naunahan na ako ni mommy na umakyat sa kwarto namin ni sharia. OH GOD! naalala ko iyong sinabi ko kay sharia na "I want her naked ad ready for me!"napatakbo na lang ako. and I was right huli na ako nakita na ito ni mommy.
" MALANDI KA TALAGA! POKPOK KA! BUNTIS KA NA NGA ANG LANDI LANDI MO PA DIN" nakita-kong napatakip si sharia sa hubo niyang katawan. are eyes met her eyes is like asking question kung ano ang nangyayari. nilapitan ni mommy sharia at hinatak ang buhok, I jsut can;t stand here and watch my mom molest my woman.
" MOM! PLEASE STOP MAPAPANO ANG BABY NAMIN!" natulak ko si mommy sa sobrang pag-awat ko sa kanya, I saw hurt in her eyes. naguguluhan ako kung sino ako kakampi I loved my mom but I also loved sharia.
" HINDI MO YAN ANAK! ANAK YAN NG LALAKI NG BABAE NA YAN!" dinuro niya pa si sharia, I saw sharia crying while protectng her tummy yakap yakap niya ang tyan niya. I hate this scene I just don't want to se the both woman I love crying in front of me.
" Mom hindi iyon gusto ni sharia" my voice came into a plead, hindi ko kasi alam kung gusto ni sharia na sabihin kay mommy ang totoong nangyari. I respect her decision so much, kasi naniniwala ako na kung ano ang gusto niya ay gusto ko na din.
" anong hindi gusto! she is a prostitute anak!" my mom seems frustrated, I don't know who the hell told my mom all this shit things. hindi totoo iyon, my sharia is so pure and innocent. and the bad devil just moledsted her my sharia doesn't want that to happen and I don't want that to happen.
" I was r-raped ma'am by my s-stepfather" garalgal iyong boses ni sharia halatang pinipigilan ang boses na pumiyok, she run away outside the room. I can't imagine that pain that I was having in my chest, I looked at my mom and saw guilt in her eyes. she tried to hold my hand, pero binawi ko ito.
" i hope mom, that you are happy now "
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A/N: yikess! XD hope you enjoy this chapter. I only updated when I feel like updating lols
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