I slammed my fist down on my phone to stop the alarm. I spent the entire weekend locked in my room, I didn't have the guts to face Rosie. Every time I was around her the air filled with an awkward intensity to it. I don't even know where Gregory's been, I haven't seen him since the wedding.
I tried calling Maggie & Jesse all weekend but neither one of them picked up. All I needed were my best friends. I reluctantly got up from my bed & threw on my blue panic hoodie with some black tights & my black vans beanie with some nike sandals. I looked at my phone and wondered if I should take it, but I decided against it. All weekend Grayson has been calling, texting, he even came to my house but I'm guessing Rosie told him to go home. I don't think I've ever felt more humiliated then I did that night.
I was disappointed but not surprised.
Everyone eventually finds some way to hurt me. It's inevitable and I'm not just speaking for myself, but it seems as though I've been hand picked to have the worst luck with people. I could feel myself beginning to shut down & I knew nothing good could come if this.
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"Why have you been acting so weird, you and Jesse?" Maggie's face looked the same way it did when I practically dragged her to the back of the school to talk, bored. "Do you know the kind of weekend I had? It was fucking hell. I had no one, not Rosie, or Grayson, I just needed you guys, Jesse and Maggie-Maggie and Jesse-"
"He's in love with you."
It felt like the whole world around us stopped once those words came out of her mouth.
"What?"
"He broke up with me. He said he fell in love with someone else & he didn't want to tell me but I made him. He's in love with you Amnesia." Nothing is more heartbreaking then seeing your best friend crumbling apart, but she had an accusing tone to her voice like this was my fault.
"I'm so sorry-" I tried to give her a hug but she moved back.
"Are you blaming me or something?"
"No one just falls in love out of no where. It has to be provoked in some way. So I guess Grayson wasn't your only main course now was he? Or was it Noah? Gosh I have such a horrible memory." Is she serious right now?
"You know I wouldn't do that to you. This isn't my fault and I'm sorry he dumped you but sticking the blame on me isn't exactly fair Maggie." She scoffed and stepped closer to me with her hands crossed.
"Do not ever speak to me again Amnesia. Do not come to me, do not look at me, just stay away from me." Maggie walked away unfazed, like a six year friendship didn't just end. I however, was slowly crumbling down.
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The Amnesia effect | g.d
Fanfiction"He often told me, my name and my eyes were my most obvious feature," I sighed at the memory. "But only I, could ever truly know what my best feature is, and right now, I'm not sure what that is anymore." ••...
