The Amnesia effect | g.d

Chapter 11 | bitter tears

*WARNING UNEDITED sorry for any misspelling*

Amnesia?" I made my way back down the stairs to see Rosie in the kitchen attempting to make dinner. "What's up?" I said as I popped the "p".

"Gregory told me he was going to the fair tonight and wanted to know if you'd wanna go." Ah the fair. Every November 4th we have a fair near the lake. It's always packed every year, especially when they have the corn maze. I'd never been there, but I didn't want to spend it with Gregory.

"No thanks I'm good." I was beginning to walk away when Rosie's voice stopped me, "it's not fair that you won't give him a chance, you know that right?" I scoffed and said, "I don't give second chances to people like him." And with that I stormed into my room. I threw my backpack on the carpet and walked over to my closet and grabbed a pale green sweater and lazily threw it on. Once my hair was tied in a bun, I got my laptop from my desk and started watching the vampire diaries.

Twenty minutes in and I nearly pissed my pants when I saw Grayson outside my window. I walked over to the window and threw it open as I let out all of my frustration out on him. "What the hell are you doing here-" I was cut off when he pushed past me and climbed into my room.

"Haven't really heard from you." Grayson said as he leaned on my bed.

"Well clearly we've both been busy." He squinted his eyes at me and said, "clearly, we have."

"What did you want because-" I was cut off by Grayson voice, "Noah? Really of all people, Noah?" He sounded more like he was accusing me rather than asking me a question. "Well Madison? I mean I get she's pretty but is that all you care about? Don't care to have a meaningful relationship?" Grayson had his thinking face on when he responded with, "and you think you're gonna find that in Noah?"

"Why the hell do you care Grayson? You've got Madison after all-" I let out a small squeal when Grayson pushed me up against a wall with his arms trapping me. "So you're jealous?" I tried to push him off of me but it was no use. "Why the hell would I be jealous of Madison, of all people-" Grayson cut me off and said, "I didn't say Madison, I implied that you're jealous that I'm not hanging out with you anymore." When I didn't respond Grayson's face was covered by an angry glare.

"Don't be jealous, that's probably the worst thing a girl could be. Not that it's your place any ways." He didn't know what my reasons were. He didn't know I wasn't jealous, because I wasn't. I was just angry. Angry that he decided to start dating someone so evil, angry because he just dropped me like what ever, angry that he was dating Madison. The girl who's brother broke my heart in Arizona.

The reason why everything started falling apart.

The more that I thought about Madison, the more I thought about Andy. The more angrier I got. I tried keeping my voice steady but it cracked when I said, "Get out." Grayson sighed as he walked over to the window. Before he stepped completely out of the window he looked to me and said, "I don't know what someone did to you, but what ever they did clearly still has such an affect on you that you always try and push people away."

Please just leave. Please just get out before I start crying. I will not be weak in front of another human being again.

"What did someone do to you to make you not trust?"

Don't cry you little bitch. If you cry than its like he's winning all over again. It's like they're all winning all over again.

But it was too late, because my vision had become blurry, and my cheeks were soaked with my bitter tears. Grayson was carrying me bridal style towards my bed where he laid down with me, and for the first time I didn't feel so weak.

But you always will be.

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I am so sorry it's taken me so long to update this story I've just had the WORST writers block but here's a cute little scene for you guys :) I promise I'll be updating sooner. Hope you all have a great day/night!! Love you guys <3