Chapter 15 | stupid subconscious

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UNEDITED SORRY

I haven't been to school for three days, which made today Friday. Nothing could make me sleep, whether it was the paranoia or my phones constant ringing from Maggie & Jesse. Grayson hadn't called me at all, not even a text message. I shut my phone off on the second day because I was just too irritated with the noise. Maggie & Jesse tried to come into my room but Gregory would say I was sick or I was asleep or something. Luckily for me, Rosie said she had to go to a training for her new job. It was around 12 in the afternoon when I decided to turn my phone back on.

My phone was flooded with voicemails, text message, phone calls, face times, DMs. All from Maggie and Jesse. I felt like I should call them, let them know I was okay, but a stack of notifications caught my eye.

"Call me back please."

"I need to know you're okay"

"I know you're angry with me but I can explain

"I haven't seen you in so long and it's driving me insane."

The messages and voicemails were endless. I found myself pressing on the call button under Grayson's name. After a few rings Grayson's voice flooded my ears.

"Amnesia? Where have you been? I'm so happy you called-"

"Quit calling this number." I hung up the phone and blocked his number. I put my phone on my bed side table and went back to sleep.

Many hours later

I woke up to someone shaking my shoulder. I scrambled a little but I shot up once I saw those hazel eyes. Remembering I had a large purple bruise on my eye, I laid back quickly and dig my face into the pillow and turned my back towards him. "Leave Grayson." I could hear him sit back on the little couch I have in my room.

"I'm not going anywhere until you talk to me." I shot my middle finger up at him and laid on my stomach with my face towards the wall. "Fine, you don't have to talk, so I will." I sighed but I refused to talk.

"I didn't know Madison was there. I didn't set you up since I know that's what your brain has been telling you. I would be thinking the same, but I promise I did not set you up Amnesia. I'm really sorry-" I cut him off when I said,

"You weren't there Grayson." I silently cursed at myself when my voice cracked, but I already knew I would have angry tears. "You weren't there when I needed you. Instead you decided to let your girlfriend get away with making me the schools biggest slut." I was so angry that now tears were coming out of my eyes, which only made me angrier.

"Who said I let her get away with it?"

A/n: in this part it switched to Grayson's memory of what happened when he talked to Madison.

"Why the hell would you do that Madison?" There was little to no emotion on her face. It's like she didn't care at all, which she probably didn't. "She didn't do anything wrong-" Madison cut me off with a scoff as she said, "really she didn't do anything wrong? She was sleeping with my boyfriend! Of course I was gonna teach the bitch a lesson." I was fuming at this point, but I refused to allow her to see the effect she's having on me.

"Alright we were never together so stop calling me your fucking boyfriend. Amnesia did nothing wrong, she's my friend and she was having a hard time and as her friend, I comforted her. That's what friends do, and while I'll admit it was wrong of me to sleep with her, you had no right to act like a child and post your irrelevant thoughts on Twitter." Madison whole posture changed, her face now wore a look that was nervous. I never thought I would see Madison nervous.

"Well as my boyfriend you should defend me and not your little fuck buddy-" I took a step closer to her until her back was hitting the wall. Her eyes were slightly widened. "Don't you ever talk about Amnesia like that again. We were never together and we never will be. If you so much as come near her I will make sure your entire families reputation is ruined Madison."

A/n: okay now it's back to Amnesia's

"I didn't let her get away with it Amnesia." I felt a smile creeping up on my face.

He really said that about me?

But my subconscious always was my weakest spot. All that was running through my mind was the fact that he wasn't there.

But he's here now.

I sighed in frustration and said, "i'm really tired Grayson." After a moment of stillness I heard him make his way towards my door.

"I hope to see you at the wedding tomorrow."

Crap.

Don't tell me he was going to that thing too.

Before Gregory left last night he said Rosie wanted us to go with her to her friends wedding, which I'm pretty sure was the guy that brought her home that one time.

I tensed up when I felt Grayson's lips on my forehead. I closed my eyes as a tear slipped out of my right eye.

And with that he left.

Next two chapters are gonna be juicy asf ;)

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