Fix My Heart ( A Robert Downey Jr. Fanfic )

Chapter Fifteen - The unpleasent truth.

The bright girl from the morning stiffened in her place, drawing nervousness and fear all over her features. Her skin went pale and shock filled her green eyes.
"What?" Amanda clasped her hands behind her back, gulping as she spoke.

I looked at the nervous women standing in front of me with a frown on my face, confused from her unexpected reaction. She was supposed to be happy but she wasn't anymore. "Look, I'm really not in the mode right now, it's been a really long bad day. Just tell me what the hell happened so we can settle this." I said, more harshly than I intended. I took a seat on an arm chair motioning at the other one next to me for her to sit on. She moved slowly to the chair, fiddling with her fingers, not dropping the nervous look from her face. It was probably the first time I see her acting like that, she looked like she committed a crime. "D - Did Downey tell you? --- I swear Mella, I-I swear to god I didn't mean to do it I'm so sorry." She stuttered and shook, legs and hands trembling as she fell into the chair next to me. What she said blurred the clear thoughts in my head, confusing me even more,
"What? why you're saying that?" I said bewildered.

Her mouth fell open, staring at the space as though she just released something, "I --- the girls did --- oh my gosh." She squeezed her eyes shut and held her head between her hands, muttering things under her breath, that sounded like she was crying. "What's going on? You're confusing me." I maintained the serious tone in my voice, It would go terribly bad if I left an open door to my emotions to come out. "Dammit I'm so sorry." She hid her face behind her hands and shook her head. "Amanda! What the f*ck happened? Why you're acting like this?"
She swallowed hard and turned her gaze to me, eyes shined with tears and fear. Her mouth opened and closed survival times trying to find a way to make the words come out, "I'll tell what happened," She said tentatively, "but don't fire me please I wasn't in my right mind." She continued. 
"You're starting to scare me why would I fire you! Didn't you .. sleep .. with Robert? Isn't that what happened?" Sleep with Robert, I never imagined myself saying those words. I forced them to come out, cutting my insides as they left my mouth.

Amanda hung her head and shook it no. My heart started to pound rapidly, igniting fires of worry and trepidation. "What did you do?" I said impatiently, waiting for her to answer. She kept looking anywhere but at me. 
"Speak!" I shouted, not bearing her silence anymore.
"Okay ----- I - I was moving my bags to my room when he came back from y-you. He looked upset when he passed by me. He didn't say anything I started all of this I'm an idiot." She stopped again turning her face away. "Continue." I demanded coldly. "I stopped him and asked him if he needed any help he kept saying no but I followed him anyways and insisted on helping him. He uhh --- He didn't need anything, his room was perfectly clean except for unloading his suit cases so I did them for him. He didn't talk to me so I stole a couple of glances of him from where I was, he looked sad and angry writing down things on white papers and throwing them on the floor." She stopped again, a tear fall from her eyes and ran down her cheek.

"What happened next."

"I finished unpacking his things and it was time to leave. He thanked me and walked me to his door so I can leave and then I thought I umm I - I could calm him down so I just gave him a hug to comfort him and then he was there and I- I'm so sorry Mella"

"Good god can you fu*king stop stopping what did you do to him!" I yelled, losing my temper.
"I forced a kiss that he didn't want --- he pushed me away immediately he didn't kiss back and I didn't stop. I used my strength to kiss him again and again. He ---- he was trying to stop me, pushing me away from him. He refused and refused angrily saying he likes another women he didn't see me in that way but I had alcohol in my blood Mella I swear I didn't want that to happen."

I froze in my place, my heart skipped a beat while listing to her, anger and loath building up inside, ready to explode in any second. I felt light headed for second. My mind buzzed with voices and thoughts. She was hurting him while he was sad? She forced him using power. Didn't care for the person only cared to fill her disgusting needs.