What's Wrong With You?

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Dean patted Seth over his back a several times whereas Seth mumbled out in his crying voice, "I'm sorry, Dean. I don't mean to cry."

"You do. Don't hold it in, Seth. Let everything out," said Dean as he comforted Seth in his arms. But at the same time, he wondered whether he'd tell Seth about his relationship with Roman or not. He feared Seth would get mad for keeping it from him. Even though he wanted to be honest with Seth and tell him what the truth was, he couldn't as his heart really hurt seeing Seth cry. The truth would make him feel real down. Moreover, Dean wanted Seth to have a peaceful sleep at night as he had not been feeling well.

"It hurts Dean when you can't confess a person what you actually feel for them. He already has told me what I mean to him. He said he never wants to lose me as I mean world to him. Even though we had two beds inside our hotel room, he still slept on the same bed as mine. I can't forget how pleasant and warm it felt to sleep right next to him under one large blanket. It was the most beautiful night I've ever had. The next morning when I woke up with a bad neck pain, he was kind enough to give me a gentle massage," said Seth and started to sniff whereas Dean stood there astonished. He couldn't believe Seth felt that way for Roman.

"I feel like I've received a lot from him, Dean," Seth continued. "It was the night after Miz insulted me and Roman on his show. I really wanted to tell him what I feel for him when we were in a restaurant... I dragged him under a lonely tree and there I got a vibe Roman perhaps has got feelings for me. He moved his hand all over my face and then ran them down my neck. It felt so great, Dean, especially when he fingered my lips. I wanted to kiss him real bad but I failed as I saw Roman staring at me, he himself was astonished. Then we spent almost 5 minutes over there hugging. I was close enough but still I failed. I know I'm not supposed to force him to love me back but I can't distance myself from him, Dean."

Dean took a deep breath, released it and then separated himself from Seth having both his hands placed over Seth's shoulders. "Hey Seth," said Dean staring into Seth's face. "Thanks for trusting me and telling me everything. Now I'm finally aware of what's going on inside my lil brother's head." He then got his hands off Seth's shoulder and cupped Seth's face between both his hands. "All that you have to do now is to have faith on me and Roman. Will you, Seth?"

"I will." nodded Seth and sniffed hard.

"That's it! Now let's go to your room. You need to rest," said Dean putting his arm around Seth's neck. Seth remained quiet and did not question Dean about it anymore. His head hurt and he wanted to sleep. They walked out of the balcony. Dean separated from Seth as Seth told him he wanted to visit the toilet. As soon as Seth locked himself up inside the washroom, Dean made his way to the living room. The TV was turned on and Roman was snoozing on the couch opposite to it. Dean walked closer to the couch and said, "Roman?"

Roman turned towards Dean and looked at him with his shrunken eyes. "What's it, Dean?" he said sleepily. Dean glared at Roman for a while and said, "Follow me." Roman stared at Dean without a word as he walked out of the main door and slammed the door shut behind him. Roman immediately got down the sofa and followed Dean out of their flat, and then into the lift.

"Hey, where are we going Dean?" asked Roman while they were inside the lift.

"I won't do the talking anywhere inside of this building." replied Dean, looking at the lift door. The door opened at the ground floor and Dean walked out grabbing Roman by his wrist. Roman was all confused why Dean was taking him out of the building late at night.

"Dean, stop!" shouted Roman. Dean stopped walking, they were at an open area adjacent to the parking area of their apartment. Dean let go of Roman's wrist and glared at him as he said, "Did you tell Seth he meant world to you?"