A Waste Of Time

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Zayn§ Pov

" He's not my brother." I glance at them. " Defiantly not my brother." I scoff and let out a small laugh.

" Thats what I thought" I say proudly when I hear the silence I want to hear. Before slamming the door. My dad has some nerve barely telling me and my mom he had a son before this family even happened. I lost all my respect for my dad. He practically lied to our faces.

Im driving so fast I dont even know where im going. But from the looks of it im at my girlfriends house. I get out the car slam the shit out of it. 
" Gigi"  Angrily pounding on the door. I wait for a couple minutes. Slowly taking off my frown. As I see the women that I love or like?

" Zayn?" Gigi say's while opening her door rubbing her eyes. She just woke up. Oh my beautiful baby. I hate barging in like this but I need my girl right now. I sound so pathetic.

" Hey. " I scartch the back of my head. " I just need you."I hugged her so tight. I love her. I've made so much mistakes and she still treats me with kindness.

"  Baby whats wrong?" Her voice sounds with worry. She closes the door. And I sit on the couch. She lifts my chin up. " Hey. You can tell me. " she gives me that milion dollar smile.

" My dad's son came home tonight." I almosted said it if it was her fault.

Her eyes go wide. She licks her lips and tells me " And what happened?" She blinks so lightly. God blessed me. But I keep fucking up. Im such a big fuck up. I wonder how many times has she gone home crying for my heart breaking ass. Im so deep in my thoughts I forgot to answer her. She's just staring directly at me, with her eyes full of curiosity.

" I met him and I left thats all." I say angrily. She's probably going to ask for details.

" How did you meet him exactly?" She tilts her head. I knew it. I want to smile but I have no force to do it.

" I just left just knowing his name and my fucking dad was like , your brother barely came and I didnt even let that bastard finish I just left" my choice of words make her flinch. I didn't want to tell her what I did , but for some reason I always end up doing it.

" Zayn. Your dads righ-" I interupt her lifting both my hands up.

" Why because he's my fucking da- " Im surprised when she lifts her hand up as a sign to let her finish.

" I dont want to hear that anymore, you always find a reason for everyone to be against you. Its not like that. What you did was very disrespectful. What if somebody did that to me? "

" hell if somebod-" being cutt of by Gigi again.

She lifts her hand up again and tells me " Im not finished. You will go to your dads house and apologize to him and your broth" she clears her throat.
" His son. And I will go with you. Now give me a kiss or you cant stay over" my goofy girlfriend says hitting me with a pillow.

I sigh so loudly " Okay. " and I kiss her with so much passion. " Thank you for being here for me. " I say. she laughs. Im confused I dont know why she found that funny.

" You dont have to thank me. I'll always be here even if you don't want me to be. " she says in awe.Her soft light hand brushes lightly against my skin. " Lets go cuddle and sleep." She says happily. Her eyes grow wide and she beigns laughing as I carry her to the bed. I haven't told her that I've loved her yet. And I don't think I want her to know. My bestfriend has told me experiences about being in love. And now I'm scared to even admit that I love this gorgeous blondie.

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" Good morning handsome." I wake up to the most beautiful angel in the world. She's upside down, her hair all over my face and white perfect teeth smiling to a fuck up like me. Her eyes are as blue as a swimming pool. The best part of it all is that she isn't wearing any make up. I just touch her soft small nose as a sign to let me sleep. I think she found out what I meant because now shes taking my covers.

" Oh no you don't."  Laughing at me. " Get up loser. We have to remeat your brother , and I dont care if you don't like that name, I do " she smiles proudly. I dont like her right now. I just ignore her and jump into the shower. Im not ready for this. I dont get how I always end up doing shit for her.

I goan when I hear her singing. She's in a good mood. I know she's going to be super nice to that guy today. I ferl.my stomach tightening, it's not going to end well. It feels like hours being in the shower. But its only been 5 minutes. I get out and dry myself and put on my clothes from yesterday. I do my hair in a quiff. And I get a message from my girlfriend.

* Im in the car, stop doing your hair and come join me. :p *

I laugh. She's something else. I just hope this ends well. How hard could it be?