The Ballet Shoes

"So I'm a bitch?"

"Harry,

I was hoping you'd be the one to find this. I didn't know how I felt about you being with him until I actually saw you two in it. I want you for myself and if I can't have you then that's it."

The letter ended with that.

"He should have told me before any of this. None of this would of happened if he would of just talked to me." Harry said.

"He went very far to doom things for us that's for sure." Louis said.

Harry kissed his lips. Louis tasted the salt of tears from Harry and pulled back.

"What's wrong?" Louis questioned caressing his cheek.

"I just can't believe he did that to you and I hate that I was so clueless that I couldn't stop it." Harry cried.

Louis wiped his tears away.

"That was for you, I'd do it again if it meant keeping you and our son safe. I hated every second of it felt so dirty afterwards but it was for you and our baby." Louis said kissing his forehead.
Louis rummaged around in a pile of cd cases pulling out a disk holding it the air. It read Let It Be Me by Ray Lamontagne. Louis put the disk in a small player in the corner.

"Dance with me?" Louis said softly. 

"This is the first time you've ever asked me to dance properly." Harry smirked. 

"Can't a man dance with his boyfriend?" Louis joked.

"I suppose so." Harry smiled. 

Louis pecked his lips hitting the restart button. They rocked back and forth to the song. Louis twirled Harry around. 

"You hear the words?" Louis whispered.

"No I wasn't paying any attention." Harry said.

"Listen," Louis said and started singing to Harry the words "Now, I remember all too well, just how it feels to be all alone, you feel like you'd give anything for just a little place you can call your own," Louis hummed the beat and finished the lyric "let it be me dear god let it be me."

Harry interrupted his singing by putting his lips on Louis'. Harry let the words of the song fill the kiss with words he couldn't quite figure out or say.

"Let it be me." Harry said against Louis' lips.

"Let it be me." Louis smiled and kissed him.

They continued rocking back and forth holding each other closely.  Harry did a ballerina spin and Louis caught him, lifting him by the waist Harry bent his leg at the knee and extended the other straight back. Putting one arm back with the straight leg. Louis did a swift spin gently putting him down.

"You are better at Ballet then I thought." Harry smiled. 

"I only dance like that for you." Louis said. 

"I miss my baby." Harry pouted his lip.

"But I'm right here." Louis joked.

"I mean Will." Harry crossed his arms.
"I wanted to do more than just dance and make you feel better." Louis whined like a child.

"Come on casanova we got a parenting job to do. Maybe tonight?" Harry raised a brow teasingly.

"Ay I might take you up on that." Louis winked.

Harry was beyond thankful that he had someone like Louis. Louis had a way of making him happy when he wasn't even trying.  Even when he didn't want Louis there and just wanted to be alone he some how changed his mood then and there.