The Ballet Shoes

Without you I'm colorblind

Louis walked into work just like every other day, but today wasn't just any day . It marked 1 year with Harry not only that, his nerves were eating at him. He told Harry to be ready around 2 he had luckily got the day off at 12 which was in three hours. He had three hours to go that shop, and see if Niall was still up for babysitting. It was going to be a weekend away for this. A cabin in the woods was in order and he knew of a place in Donny that rented cabins for couples and family. He called and they had the perfect one.

"Mr. Tomlinson!" Mr. Prack snapped Louis from his thoughts.

"Sorry boss," Louis apologized getting back to work, "I was just going over everything for the weekend with my boyfriend today."

Mr. Prack crossed his arms over his chest.

"Tomlinson your lucky I'm giving the rest of the week and weekend off! I don't want to hear about it." Mr. Prack turned and walked off.

"Fucking asshole." Louis mumbled getting back to work.

I wandered around the apartment packing the things Louis told me too. Packing extra things into Louis' bag for him that Louis packed this morning. William was napping so it made it easier to get things in order for them. Harry thought all day where they could be going. Louis told him to pack sweats or whatever he was comfortable in. Which wasn't sweats for him it was jeans skinny jeans to be exact, and nice button up shirts. It was a year today with Louis it seemed almost impossible. They had only been dating for 5 months when he got pregnant with William.

William was growing he just turned 5 months, a few days ago. It seemed like just yesterday I had held him in my arms for the first time after waking up from the nightmare. I loved waking up to the sound of him, and Louis knowing he didn't leave my side or our sons that whole time was everything to me.

Louis and William a year ago I would have never imagined having a baby with my bully, falling in love with my bully, getting shot by my best friend, only for him to turn the gun on himself out of guilt, now I hear him or I did when I got jumped at the trail. I haven't heard him again since. In a way I'm thankful but it still drives me mad.

Harry spent the rest of the time straightening up the place leaving a list of things to do if William gets too fussy. He double checked everything. He was worried of course it was natural being this was the first time he was going to be away from William for such a long time. He couldn't stand being away from him for no more than a hour before texting or calling Niall checking in on him.

Niall arrived not long before Louis did. Harry was all ready to go when he got there as ordered. Louis quickly showered and got dressed in comfy clothes. It took Louis minutes to finally get Harry to leave. He kissed William on the cheek and held it there for a bit then pulled back warning Niall to take care of his son. Louis threw the suitcases in the trunk of his car and climbed in.

He put his hand on Harry's thigh and Harry rested his hand on top of Louis'. Harry could feel the tears come as they pulled out the parking lot. It was because he was nervous and didn't want to leave his baby boy. He wasn't going to have any cell service where the cabin was according to Louis which was even more nerve racking. He wouldn't be able to check in with his baby.

Louis reached over wiping the stray tear away from Harry's cheek.

"Don't cry baby. He's going to be fine. I'm sure he's having a blast with uncle NiNi right now." Louis assured him softly.

"I know Lou I'm just– it's just I haven't been away from him this long. I know we just left it's just mummy anxiety." Harry said wiping the tears away.

Louis took his hand and kissed it and rested it on the seat between them. Harry unbuckled and quickly slid next to Louis resting his head on his shoulder after buckling back up.