Faded Away

Letter: 61 - Amara

You are a hopeless romantic.

And bipolar too.

One moment you are angry with me, then suddenly you are talking about my voice and my perfume.

By the way it was not a perfume. It was the air-freshener. I am allergic to perfumes so I don't use them.

Also, I have been told to be quite because my voice is too sharp. Never got good marks for singing too. Probably because my voice is super low when start to sing.

So, maybe, your senses are coming back but with some major faults. You need some serious check-up when you are free.

I still cannot thank you enough for saving me though. After what you said about that man's mind I am starting to creep out.

I was thinking about what you said about yourself when you punched that man. Seems like you can only react when you feel really strong emotions. Could you think of other ways to trigger some other acts like this?

You remember the history teacher I told yiu about? The one who mostly talks about coins? Well she held me back after class today. I thought it was about my major screw-up in the test. But no. She wanted to talk about the coin.

She did not ask much. Just wanted to know whether it was safe or not. When I asked what she knew about it, she said "Some things are better to be left unknown". She also asked whether I have mentioned her to 'it' or not. I said yes then she got scared, then angry, and told me to never tell 'the thing' about her and then dismissed me. She pressed so heavily on me to not write about her and here I am. Explaining everything she told.

I don't know why she behaved that way. Actually I can never understand why people behave the way they do. But something about her feels wrong whenever she talks about the coin. Like she is afraid of it.

I think I should try to know something about the coin from her. She seems to be hiding something. But, she also wants to help. I will see if in the next week she mentions it.

Till then, bye.