Faded Away

Letter: 81

I missed you too.

You don't know how much it pained me when I couldn't read your letters.

I am so happy for you.

Finally you can get your own place and eat as much cake as you want.

There is a reason I couldn't write to you.

You see I am not in the same condition as I was before.

After that night everything was different.

Not a good different, or even a bad one.

But the one which scares you because you are uncertain what would happen next. But yo are also excited because you know everything will be alright eventually.

I just want to thank you.

For everything.

For going through all those trouble for me.

For tolerating me when I annoyed you.

For listening to me when the rest ignored.

For being with me.

For completing me.

You are the reason I could feel again.

Amara, you have no idea how much you mean to me.

Things will be different for now on.

I won't be able to write to you anymore.

You won't find the coin in its place anymore.

Also, you don't have to worry about someone eating your cake anymore.

There is a reason to it.

The reason is that after so many years.

So much pain.

I am not bound to the coin anymore.

I am free.