Faded Away

Letter: 69

My mother, huh?

Well that was unexpected.

And unhelpful too.

I really hoped that she would give some clues about my previous life. She did give some clues but not as important as I thought it would be.

Now I know that I used to live alone and my mother hated me.

She hated me enough to ignore helping me. Instead she contributed into making my life even harder than it was.

I don't remember my past but now I know that it was not that great either.

After what she said, I even doubt if she remembers my name.

I am not even sure if she is my mother.

Are you sure that she is not some phony, trying to get hold of the coin?

I am writing her a letter.

Can you please give it to her and tell her not to reply too?

I know you will read it, so there is no point trying to prevent you.

But please, don't change your thoughts about me after reading it.

I will write what I feel and currently my feelings for my mother are a bit bitter.

I hope you don't feel like an owl after delivering letters from here and there.