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Chapter 31

Lea insisted on staying in her place not in Bamboo's , trying to avoid to bump into Rob. Her heart is broken but doing her best not to show him. It was hard to let go of someone whom she loves for years. She kept on thinking what if she allowed Rob to divorce his wife? And she'll have her happily ever after. Deep in her heart, she knows that she doesn't want to take a daddy away from a child.

Here comes Bamboo. I know that i love him but i find him mysterious as if he's not giving everything away. There's a wall.. There are boundaries. I am here in the kitchen suppose to think about the food i am going to cook but interrupted with thoughts that confuse me. Am i doing the right decision? Am i engage for real.. Am i really that ready?

My thoughts diminished the moment he snake his arm around my waist.

"Tulala ka babes. Napipilitan ka lang yata ipagluto ako e. If you want pwede tayo magpadeliver na lang ng food"

"No. May naisip lang... I'll cook so why don't you wait in the sala"

"May naisip? Ano ba ang tanong or sino? Are you thinking of him?"

"Who?"

"Him."

"Him?" Echoing his question.

"Do i need to name drop who i'm talking about?"

"Do you regret saying yes to me and you wanna go back to his arms?"

I face him and caress his cheek "i choose you, okay? I am just worried about him"

"Shhh!! He's old enough. I want your full attention on me. I don't wanna see you talking to him or exchanging phone calls & text messages."

"You are being possessive. Hindi pa tayo kasal but you are scaring me already"

"Gusto ko kasi akin ka lang" he started to kiss my neck and shoulders but i stop him.

"Babes, i am going to cook." Excuses for him to stop what he's doing. There's too many things that's going on my mind. Am i rushing? Am i ready to get married? Para kasing masyado siyang nagmamadali.

"I need to cook, babes.. And i cannot concentrate if you won't stop from what you are doing"

"Let's just eat later babes. Ikaw muna kainin ko" he said it seductively

I ended up cooking and not give in to his "kalandian".

We ate quietly and was about to stand up to clean the table but he pulled me to his lap and rub his fingers on my arms and the other to my legs, giving me small kisses on the shoulder blades and neck.

"Bambs i am tired."

"Tired babes? Then i'll help you relax" with that naughty grin on his face while he trace my collar bone, slide it in between my breast then to my navel.

My heart skipped a beat knowing what he wanted to do. I cupped his face and kiss him on the lips, just a peck to release the tension. Stood up and force a smile.

"Babes, i'll go upstairs, there's something i need to do" i walk as fast as i can without looking back. I went to to the bathroom, filled the bath tub with water and drop a bath bombs that's smells so good. Took my clothes off and dipped into it and let my mind drift.

I felt a hand massage my shoulders so open my eyes slowly thinking that maybe i am only dreaming seeing Bamboo's face, smiling at me and wearing just a boxers... Yes a boxers that snap me back to reality.

"Babes wag mo ako masyado titigan baka matunaw ako nyan"
He said teasing me.

"Gago! Feelingero! Why are you here? Can't you see i'm taking a bath. I need some privacy pls" covering my breast with my hands although he cannot see it bcos of the bubbles.