Never alone (sequel to hold my hand)

Chapter 17

Lynne's POV
We are sitting as we are waiting for news on Lisa and the baby, after a while, the Doctor came out
"Lisa Cimorelli?" He asked again and we stood up
"Your daughter gave birth to a boy" he said and we nodded
"How is she?" I asked and he took a breath
"Lisa is great, she did a marvelous job, but gonna need to stay here so we can make sure her and the baby are doing okay" the doctor said and Mike spoked up
"What about the baby?" Mike asked
"He didn't cry, and he only weighed 3 pounds, his lungs are not developed like they should so he can't breathe on his own, and we have to keep him in the NICU so he can monitored, but I can't promise anything, and I will sure you that we will do everything we can" he said and we all looked at each other and took a breath
"Is she aware of this?" I asked and he nodded
"She is" he said and then spoked up
"She is actually asking for you" he said
"Well can I see her?" I asked and he nodded
"Right this way" he said and I followed him

Lisa's POV
I can't believe, the baby didn't cry, they always cry, at least my kids always cried when they were born, he was so little, so fragile, and then The doctor came in, and talked to me and Andrew
"The baby is in NICU being monitored" he said and I spoked up
"Please tell me he's gonna be okay" I asked and he took a breath
"I wish I could say that, the baby is really struggling, but we promise that we do everything we can to help him" he said and I took a breath 
"Can I ask why he was born prematurely?" I asked holding back tears  and he looked at me
"That is still unknown" He said and I took a deep breath and I just looked at him
"Can I see my mom" I asked, I just really want to see my mom, I need her and he nodded
"Yes, I'll bring her in" he said and walked out and Andrew came up and put his hand on my shoulder and kissed my temple
"you did great you know" He said and I spoked up
"What did I do wrong Andrew" I asked and he looked at me
"What do you mean?" He asked and I just spoked up
"Is this god way of telling me that I'm not a good mother? That I don't need anymore kids" I said and he looked at me
"No don't even talk like that, you're a amazing mother and our kids love you" he said and I just shook my head
"Then what's the answer Andrew" I said and he looked at me and I spoked up
"I mean we know the question, why is our baby born prematurely and why will he might die?" I said and he spoked up
"Do not think that you deserve this, you don't deserve this, I don't deserve this, and our baby for sure doesn't deserve this" He said and he took my hand
"We are never going to be alone okay?" He said as he peck my lips "I'm gonna call my parents and update them on everything" he said and i nodded and he walked out and then I heard the door open and I looked over to see my mom coming in and the first thing I did was reached my arms out
"Baby" she said as  she pulled me into a hug and I just absolutely lost it and bawled  into her shoulder
"Shhh, I know" she whispered in my ear as she had her hand in my hair and rubbed my back in circles and we did not let go, I need her