Hope Has Returned

Chapter 40

Hope Has Returned Chapter 40 (Harry's POV)

+++time skip 3 weeks+++

Ginny and I have been living together for 3 weeks now. She has been going out at night and not coming back in till 2am. I haven't asked about that though. We will talk about that at dinner in a few minutes.
"DINNER!" Molly yelled from the yard. We all went out to have dinner under the stars.
"Hey Gin where have you been disappearing to at night and then not coming home in till 2 in the morning" I asked her.
"Well erm...." Ginny said hesitating.
"Well erm what?" I asked back.
"Dean's" she said staring at her fork. This got everyone's attention. Stay calm I told myself. I put my fork down a bit to harshly.
"And why may I ask?" I said. Ron muttered something that sounded like 'he will flip in a few minutes if you remember at St. Mungo's'.
"I've err might have been cheating on you since 3 weeks ago with him" she said not looking up from her plate.
"Thank you for your honesty and I'm heading home!" I said a bit quickly.
"Harry you haven't eaten anything!" Hermione said as I put on my jacket.
"Whatever I'm going home!" I said with anger and sadness showing.
"I'm coming too!" Ginny said standing up. This is my chance to shatter her like she shattered me I thought.
"Actually surprise surprise you aren't!" I said back at her. I could tell that my words hurt.
"Why?" she asked with sadness.
"Because you obviously have someone you'd rather be with!" I said raising my voice.
"But-" she started. I cut her off.
"NO GINNY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU HAVE AND WILL PROBABLY DO AGAIN TONIGHT HAS LEFT A NICE SCAR ON MY HEART!" I yelled back.
"I'M GOING HOME!" I yelled and then walked away.
"WHERE ARE YOU GOING? YOU'VE NEVER HAD A HOME AND YOU NEVER WILL!" Ginny yelled back. This made be stop in my tracks.
"Ginevra Molly Weasley! That is rude!" Mr. Weasley said.
"It's not rude if it's true!" she countered.
"Ginny your right I don't have one! I thought I did but noooo!" I said back.
"I thought that with you I had a home for ONCE! But you went and took my 'home' away. So I'm going to where I happen to live!". Then I disappeared on the spot. Once I got in I grabbed my invisibility cloak and threw it over me. I then grabbed my guitar because it is what I would do when I was sad as a kid. I heard voices in my kitchen so I went in.
"-poor Harry! Ginny can be such a bitch sometimes!" Ron said with anger swelling inside him.
"I've noticed!" Hermione said back to him.
"Leave! I need some alone time!" I yelled into the kitchen.
"Harry-" Hermione started but I cut her off.
"LEAVE ALL OF YOU I NEED TO BE ALONE!" I yelled again into the kitchen louder. I heard my door open and close so I sat down again. I grabbed my guitar and brought it close to me. I took off my cloak. I thought of a song that I would sing whenever I felt down.
"Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back any more
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation, and it looks like I'm the King
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in; Heaven knows I tried

Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good boy you always have to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back any more
Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don't care what they're going to say
Let the storm rage on
the cold never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance
Makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can't get to me at all

It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me,
I'm free!

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back any more
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand
And here I'll stay

the cold never bothered me anyway

Standing frozen
In the life I've chosen
You wont find me
The past is in the past
Buried in the snow

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back any more

Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand
And here I'll stay
in the light of day
The cold never bothered me anyway". I finished. Then I started crying.
"THAT BITCH!" I yelled. And shoved over a vase. It shattered. I then took a pillow and slammed it on the floor as hard as I could.
"Reparo" someone whispered looking at the vase. I looked around to see the Ron and Hermione staring at me in awe.
"You shouldn't have seen that" I said quickly.
"It's okay mate if you want you can smash it again." Ron said gesturing toward the vase. He picked it up off the floor and placed in in front of my foot. I kicked it with all my might and it hit the bookcase and shattered. I ran up my stairs to my room. I looked around and saw all of Ginny's things.
"THAT BITCH!" I yelled again and started crying as I fell to the ground. I slumped my back up against the wall and cried. I looked out the window and climbed out of it. I ran to the grave where my parents were buried. I sat on their grave and cried. Suddenly Ron and Hermione arrived at my side. Ron saw who's graves I was sitting on he grabbed something from his pockets. He placed my 5 stuffed animals in my hands. I grabbed them and wouldn't let go. They picked me up and brought me in to my house. They laid me down and took away all of Ginny's items and left with them. I fell asleep holding onto my stuffed animals.

(Ron's POV)

Harry just left. We all looked at Ginny.
"Really? He loves you! I know because he has told me a million times! What made you do that?" I yelled in Ginny's face.
"I-I don't know. I started up with Dean when he showed up at our house while Harry was in the shower and he invited me to come over and I said sure. One thing lead to the next and I was back with him." She said looking down.
"Well little bitch I'm going to go chase after my best friend!" I yelled at her.
"Agreed Ron!" Hermione yelled too. When we got to Harry's we were talking when he screamed at us.
"Leave!" he yelled.
"Harry-" Hermione started but he cut her off.
"LEAVE ME ALONE! I NEED TO BE ALONE!" He yelled at us. We just opened and shut the door because we were staying. Harry started singing.
"Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back any more
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation, and it looks like I'm the King
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in; Heaven knows I tried

Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good boy you always have to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back any more
Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don't care what they're going to say
Let the storm rage on
the cold never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance
Makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can't get to me at all

It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me,
I'm free!

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back any more
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand
And here I'll stay

the cold never bothered me anyway

Standing frozen
In the life I've chosen
You wont find me
The past is in the past
Buried in the snow

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back any more

Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand
And here I'll stay
in the light of day
The cold never bothered me anyway" he sang. Then he smashed a vase. We comforted him and then he ran upstairs. When we got his door open we saw his window open. We looked out it and saw him by his parents graves. We fixed him up and took Ginny's items out. We went back to The Burrow to find Ginny slapping Dean upside the head with a plate. She looked at us.
"Is that MY stuff?" Ginny asked me.
"Well yes" I responded.
"Does Harry hate me?" she asked with tears in her eyes.
"I don't know but he sort of yelled a lot, sang a depressing song, smashed a vase multiple times, cried by his parents grave, and is now asleep holding onto 5 stuffed animals for dear life." I said looking Ginny in the eyes.
"This is all my fault!" she said looking at the plate.
"Actually it's all your fault!" she yelled at Dean and then hit Dean in the face with the plate.
"Well Ginny he might forgive you because he forgave Ron for nearly killing him." Hermione said.
"Yes you're right!" she ran up and hugged us. Then she turned around to look at Dean. She then punched him in the face and then disappeared.