The Path to Victurri (UNDER HEAVY EDITING)

*Special*

VPOV

I was only a child, about four or five years old, when it happened.

I was a lonely little kid, and I spent most of my time at the ice skating rink. I only really had one friend. He was the nice, old man who owned the rink. The man would let me skate for free, eventually he just gave me a key to the place so I could skate whenever I wanted.

When I was about twelve, though, the old man was murdered, and the rink was destroyed.

I cried for months. I wouldn't eat, sleep, or ice skate. I didn't compete that season, out of grief for my friend. 

I hated my life during that time, and I had tried to commit suicide several times. The old man had also been someone that I told everything to, and he would just listen. 

I even told him my darkest secret. 

When I was very little, my parents beat me. Only in places that no one would see though: my back, my chest, and my thighs. They would always make me wear long pants so no one would see my scars. Eventually I was put in a foster home, because my parents were found out.

I've been ever so careful to not pay attention to anyone, all my life. I'd learned that if I ever did love someone, they would either completely reject me, hurt me, or leave me.

It scared me to be alone. I hate it more than anything, but I was never able to bring myself to not be alone.

Then there was Yuri. 

He changed my entire world. I had always thought that I would end up single, and lonely, then I saw Yuri doing my performance. Oh how my heart throbbed when I saw him for the first time. I could, right away, imagine a happy future with him, and I wanted it bad. I knew that I should, at least, try to keep myself gaurded around him, but it was unbearably hard to. And I eventually gave up.

He did hurt me though... and it was just that much worse. I never thought that I would be able to forgive myself, or Yuri.. but somehow I still did.

I guess that's what it's like to love someone. You can be mad at the person, but you'll still miss them, and want to be with them at all times.

Ok yeah this one is just kind of random so... yep. 👍

A/N I don't own Yuri!!! On Ice