The Path to Victurri (UNDER HEAVY EDITING)

Have Faith in me

YPOV

Ok. Ok! I know! I'm not a good person! It's just when Victor left, I decided to... explore my other options...

 Almost without knowing it, right after Makachin died, I became very good friends with Yurio. While I did have Victor, Yurio was a friend—someone I could tell everything. When your in a relationship, you only want your lover to see the best in you, that's why I went to Yurio. 

Then after the sadness of loosing Victor wore off, anger replaced it. For about a month all I wanted was to hurt Victor. So I thought to my self, hey! I can go see if Yurio wants to date! Then Victor will really see!  Well I guess that works... now...

I don't want Yurio anymore though! I want Victor to have faith in me... the only thing is... well.. I kind of begged Yurio to date me a while back... how am I supposed to tell him that I don't like him?

I took a quick glance at Victor. He was staring at me with an open mouth, at any other time, it might have been comical, but now you could see the pure, undisguised fear in his eyes. I don't really blame Victor for not having any faith in me though, I left him! On the night that he proposed to me! Forgive me Victor please...

"I-I'm sorry... Yurio. I c-can't do that..." I stammered out slowly. 

"...Please explain this to me then! I would love to hear your excuse! Just a few months ago you were begging me to date you!" Yurio yelled at me. He squinted his eyes and looked over at Victor. "This is about him isn't it!?" He yelled not looking at me anymore.

"..Yes. Yes it is." I replied after a minute.

"....Yuri? W-what dose he mean?" Victor asked quietly. I looked over at him, but he was staring at the ground as if it held all the questions of the universe. 

"..c-can we talk about this later.. Victor?" I asked quietly. Avoiding his gaze.

Victor seemed to think about it for a minute, ".... Very well. I expect a full explanation!" 

"Ok." I sighed a breath of relief. I didn't want to tell Victor what was going on with Yurio in front of him! I looked over to where he was standing, but he wasn't there. "Huh? W-where did Yurio go?" I asked. 

Victor chuckled a bit, well that's good. At least Victor is smiling... "he went," Victor pointed to the door. "Thata way." Then his face turned serious. "Yuri? What was he talking about?" He asked coolly.

I looked down, and played with my fingers a bit. "... w-when I... when... when you left, I was really sad... and desperate. T-that emotion, somehow, turned into... anger? A-and I..."

 I would, seriously, rather die than say this out loud—and right to Victor's face as well! 

"Yuri? Please... tell me... I won't be mad.. please." Victor pleaded. He walked over to me, and grabbed my arms gently.

"...I-I can't." I said quietly.

"Yes you can... I won't be mad. Pleas just tell me!" Victor begged.

"....... I wanted... to.... hurt you... so I went to Yurio." I said slowly.

"Oh." 

That was all he said for a while. I couldn't take the silence any longer, though, "Victor? A-are you mad at me...?" I asked quietly.

He didn't say anything, just wrapped his long arms around me. "No. I'm not mad I promise..... I love you."

I sighed in relief, "I love you too... don't forget that.. please." I said into Victor's shoulder.

"I won't. I'll always love you too, ya know." He replied gently.

"I know."

Sorry this took a while to publish, and it's kinda short, but I'm having some writers block on this, sorry.

A/N I don't own Yuri!!! On Ice.