Alone Forever

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VPOV

It's been two months since I started dating Yuri again, and thing are basically back to normal. 

I've kept Yuri being here, in Russia, a secret. I don't want anyone to know that he's here with me, though I'm not really sure why. I just want to keep him here, all to myself. Honestly, I still haven't really recovered from being without him for four months, and I get really jealous when other people touch him, or just look at him now.

Sometimes, I want to lock Yuri up, and keep him hidden from the world, so only I can ever touch him. Which I guess I do sometimes, when I take him to the ice skating rink. I don't like being alone anymore... it actually hurts when I am, now. I get really scared that if I ever am without Yuri, he'll leave me again... I don't think that I could survive if he did.

At the moment, we were actually at the rink. Yuri was practicing for next season at the moment, I smiled—he almost reminds me of myself, well the me that had inspiration at least. I realized that he was becoming more and more graceful in his movements, and he seemed to land his jumps more often than I remember. 

Yuri had been skating for about an hour non stop, but he hadn't taken any water breaks, he didn't even seem very tired at all. I'll call him over anyway... I don't want him to collapse.. "Yuri?" I called.

"Mmm?" He asked, looking over at me, and slowed down a bit.

"Umm, are you ever going to take a water break...?" I asked, slightly disappointed that he stopped skating, even though it was my fault.

His chocolate eyes looked into mine, and then... he burst out laughing. He was laughing so hard that he actually fell on the ice. "Haha... I... was.. wondering.. when you... were going to... ask." He said still laughing. "Oh... I-I'm.. sorry. You just looked... so... freaked out... I guess." He said getting up, and skating over.

I squinted at him, "you're mean. Why are you so mean to me... going give me a heart attack." I mumbled, turning my attention to the floor.

"Oh.. I'm sorry." Yuri apologized. I didn't look up, though. "...Victor..? Please.. I'm sorry." My face broke into a smile, and I kissed him on the nose, before walking over to the bench, and handing Yuri his water bottle.

"I know." I said, chuckling. 

Just then, the door to the rink burst open.... revealing Yurio...

"I knew it! You've never been good at lying, Victor! Why did you think that you could hide Yuri?" He asked, seeming slightly annoyed. He walked over to us, as if he had all the time in the world.

All I could think, as he came closer and closer, was No! No! Please just leave us alone! I don't want Yuri to leave me... I felt my hands start to shake slightly, but I clenched them into fists at my side.

"Hello Yurio. It's been awhile. How are you?" Yuri asked in an unnaturally calm voice. Actually, it wasn't exactly calm. There was something underneath it that almost sounded like anger—or fear. 

Still, Yurio's smile was triumphant as Yuri said that. "Yes, so true. I'm fine though, how are you?" He asked back. 

Yuri had glanced at me cautiously, before continuing. Yurio's face was smug as he looked at me. "I-I'm fine.." Yuri said, his nerves showing a little bit as he said that. "Is there a.... reason that you came here?" Yuri asked slowly.

I was getting worried. Yuri was either calm or worried, and he never tired to act one way or the other.. I sensed that there was something that I wasn't understanding here. Did they have a conversation behind my back about something?

"Yes, actually.." Yurio said trailing off a bit. 

I'm really worried now. My hands started shaking again, I'm useless to him... he's leaving me now. I'm going to be alone again. He's going to leave me... Yurio is going to steal away my Yuri, and I'll be alone forever.. again.

I felt my eyes water up a bit. Just thinking about Yuri leaving me, made me want to die. I understand that I'm really unstable right now, just one little push... and boom! The waterworks start.

"Yuri" Yurio started. Oh god.. I know that tone of voice.. my heart very nearly stopped, that... that's... he's... he's going to take Yuri away from me! "Would you like to go out on a date with me?" Yurio finished with a smile.

Well. Ok. Sorry this took a while to come out. I'll try to post tomorrow or the next day though.

A/N I don't own Yuri on ice.

P. S. thank y'all for reading this story I really appreciate it! And if you want to read more of my 'stories' go check out my profile!! Love y'all!! 

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