You changed my life [Rammstein]

Chapter 18: Reise, Reise to Germany

I look at my father with surprise, they will leave me here and go home? I feel the tears beginning to bead in the corners of my eyes but I hold them back.

-What's wrong, Jim? You don't want to come with us? Paul worries.

-What? You mean- I come with you two? To Germany ? I whisper in surprise.

-Of course ! I absolutely will not go without my little angel. Responds the concerned.

-We should go home because I have to put some order in my things and in addition ask for a visa, then also prevent the "Ramm-girls"...

The two guitarists look at me with smiles glued to their lips. They really seem amused by my discombobulated.

-All is in order, Jim. Calms the lead-guitarist. The visa, plane... and I even contacted your brother to let him know of our departure.

-All what you have to do now is to go to your friend, he's waiting for a while. Says Paul.

-Thank you very much ! I exclaim, pressing Paul against me. You're the best dad of all time.

I hiccup when I realize that I just called Paul dad, for the first time directly. Paul smiles back and he doesn't seem bothered.

I lay a kiss on my father's cheek and then to my uncle and go join my friend.

Ellipse ~ two days ~

I'm in Richard's BMW to go to the airport. I don't know if I should be excited to travel to Germany with my idols (old idols) or very sad to leave the country.

Once at the destination, I get out of the car and grab Paul by the arm. We head both to the entrance, meanwhile Richard rules the out of his car and luggage.

-Follow me, you should see someone. Says the tattooed, once inside.

I follow him, for a few minutes, in the building halls until we arrive next to a door. When my father opens it for me to get in, I cover my mouth with my hands and look surprised.

-Girls !! I cry, hopping with joy. You are all here !!

-Hey, don't forget that I'm here too, in case you forgot me. Says Dany, kidding.

I hug them, one after the other, and when I arrive at my brother I throw myself into his arms and take him in a deep embrace.

-Landers told us you're going to leave the country with them. Starts May.

-Yes, I think I have to get away from America for some time. I answer, playing with the ring around my thumb.

-We'll miss you, Snake !! Gabriella exclaims.

-I know, but there will be "Facebook" to do the party. I answer with a smile.

-You're very lucky, you will live with Rammstein. Nadia says.

I smile at the little Algerian's comment. If I look at my life this way, I'll say it's bad luck because this events separated me from my family and my friends.

-I'll live with my stepfather, not with Rammstein. I say with amusement. It's different.

Kruspe enters in the room and says that everything is ready and in order. I look at my girls to greet them but I see them staring at him.

-Yay !! It's Richard Kruspe, this time !! They shout.

-You are never going to change... I comment, rolling my eyes.