You changed my life [Rammstein]

Chapter 10: Separated lovers

When I wake up, I put on the glasses that my friend's father left for me, then press on the "Help Button" located on the side of the bed.

A moment passes then the door opens and my doctor enters, pushing a cart where is deposited food in addition to medicines.

-Good evening, Miss Carter. He salutes me. Slept well ?

I nod my head to say yes. So he approaches the truck to my bed where I lay and help me to stall comfortably on the cushions and then removes the serum needle dangling from my hand.

-You have to eat to regain strength, serum is not enough to keep you in shape. Jacob says, sitting in bed flange

Wait a second! He really doesn't intend to feed me by himself, does he? I think I am wrong here, because he takes the spoon and puts it in the soup then back at me.

I look at him in shock, then open my mouth to swallow, this makes him laugh...

-Stop staring at me like this, it bothers me. He says, falsely offended. You prefer to eat by yourself?

I take the spoon off his hand and begin to eat without looking at him and then cut a small piece of apple and eat it too, before taking the medicines.

Once finished, he pushes the cart away and gives me a notepad and pen. I take them immediately and begin writing.

-"I need to talk to Emil Reinke...". Then give it to him.

-Your kidnapper? Why do you want to see him after what he did?

-"What do you mean by: after what he did? " I ask, concerned.

My friend's father takes a chair that is placed against the wall and lays it before me, then sits opposite me.

-A gynecologist made some testes on you and discovered that the guy have... forced you to do something with him.

Damn... I certainly didn't want him to mention this but here he does before me. To say the truth, Emil didn't force me to sleep with him but it was me.

-Listen, I'm not going to force you to tell me what happened, but you can talk to your friends to soothe the shock.

I just nod, even though in my heart I am sure that I will not talk to them about what happened.

-Well I'm leaving. Sheppard says, rising. I have other patients waiting.

Sheppard leaves the room and wishes me good night, I close my eyes to sleep but it's hardly lost. I get up and go to the window and then sit on the edge which is like a balcony.

-Emil... What are you doing now? I think, looking at the moon.

Thinking of my friend hurts my heart so much, because I miss him. I have to get him out of prison whatever happens, even if I have to face my own parents for him.

-I've made a promise to stay with you, my brown, whatever happens.

I play with the ring I wear on the finger, and gaze at it thoughtfully. It is an ancient marvel that belonged, no doubt, to his mother.

I sigh of despair and then back to sleep on the bed and put my glasses seen on the bedside table.

-Good night, Emil Reinke... I move my mouth, without sound getting out.

EMIL POV:

A week passed, and I am still here in jail. The police refused to let me go or give me to the German authorities to be judged in my country.