You changed my life [Rammstein]

Chapter 39: I need you...

From the detour of a corridor, I see a red-haired woman accompanied by one of Rammstein's bodyguards. Behind them is my ex-lover.

-Emil !? Khira exclaims as she sees him coming towards us. What are you doing here ?

-I came to see my father... He replies without looking at her.

The boy glances at me, then approaches the window and places his hand on it. I move toward him and notice his sad and moistened eyes, trying to stop his tears and not show them.

-Oh Emil... I whisper, rounding him with my arms. Stay strong...

The young man turns me towards him and then hugs me in a strong embrace, revealing the identity of the twins' father. I feel him sad and all the grudge against my father seems to leave him.

-What are you doing here, Reinke? Sounds a young boy's voice.

I move away from my lover and look at the voice's source. I notice a guy identical to the one I've seen on the frame, Erni Landers.

-I came to see my father, Landers. Emil answers dryly.

-After all the misfortune you inflicted on him? Go away, I don't want to see you here...

-Erni... Starts Arielle, laying her hands on his shoulders. Your father will not like to see you quarreling.

-You're my father's girlfriend, but you have no right to interfere in our affairs. Throws my brother-in-law.

The tension seems electric between them. Till, who has just arrived, stands between the two brothers to prevent the young Landers from fighting with Emil. Despite this, Erni is always boiling.

-It's because of you if my father had this accident !! Throws the youngest with a venomous voice.

-Erni Landers !! Threatens Lindemann. Calm down, or I'll get you out of here.

-Paul came to see me and he seemed sad. Continuous Landers. He had drunk too much and told me about his grief...

POV EMIL:

I hold my girlfriend against me and try not to pay attention to what Erni is saying. My half-brother's words are spicy and I hold back so as not to hit him and ruin my intentions.

-Paul came to see me and he seemed sad. Continues Landers. He had drunk too much and told me about his grief...

I can't stand it anymore, I release Jim then attack him and get him against the nearest wall. No, I don't intend to hit him but I want to get him listening to me with intention.

-Listen to me carefully. I begin, searching his attention. I have, of course, messed up lately but I changed, thanks to my boss.

-I don't believe you. He says acidly, staring at me. You're playing one of your little games.

-No, It's not a game, I really want to be forgiven... I was blinded by the desire for vengeance and I didn't understand.

All I want at the moment is to redeem myself from my family. Now that everything is clear, as far as Yvonne's death is concerned, I want to let go of the affair and no longer get back to it.

My boss has a hand too in the case. It was him who stretched out his hand and brought me out of the darkness, helping me in my crises. He himself had put Carter in my path.

I look at my little brother straight in the eyes, to prove him that I don't lie. He stares at me for a moment and then throws himself into my arms and begins to cry against my shoulder. I press him against me, trying to comfort him.