You changed my life [Rammstein]

Chapter 49: JA - NEIN !! Rammstein !!

For a whole week, we trained to play as pros under the boy's assistance. Till had another surprise for us, about a song that we will play in the concert and it's for the next album that will be for 2017.

The playlist for the concert will be:

-Rammvier (the new song)

-Du Riescht So Gut

-Herzeleid

-Reise Reise

-Mann Gegen Mann

-Halleluja

-Stripped

-Sonne

-Du Hast

-Moskau

-Engel

-Zerstören

-Ohne Dich

-Haifisch

-Wilder Weine

-Laichzeit

-For the last song, Till kept it secret...

Richard had announced our participation news on their official page, the fans have accepted us with publications on facebook and twitter. And Merlin offered to be our manager, since we don't have one.

D-day is finally here, we are in our changing lodge, the girls and me, to prepare ourselves. Stylists took care of our costumes, and suddenly I'm wearing a tight-fitting rock outfit that shows my curves.

-You have less than ten minutes left, girls. Remembers our guard from outside.

-I'm stressed. Announces Gabriella, adjusting her belt.

-We had never been on stage before. Says Mika from her luminous mouth. But we must keep cool.

This feeling, I know it very well because I feel it too, but I don't show it to the others for not making them more stressed than I actually am. I hold my guitar against me and then out of the change room.

I meet some technicians and our bodyguards in the passage, I greet them mechanically. All I want is to talk to my father before starting the concert, he knows how to soothe this anguish. I'm getting closer to the boys' lodge...

-Are you ready, Jim? Asks a voice that I recognize.

I turn around to Christian and look at his costume, he's charming in his glitter combination that he had already put during "Ich Tu Dir Weh" and his face is painted white. He always likes to hide from the looks of people.

-I'm stressed, Dad. I say between my teeth. Can you help me with something?

-An advice ? He says, circling his arm around my shoulders. Avoid looking directly into the fans crowd...

-Is that what you do often? I ask, adjusting my guitar on my shoulder.

The guy with glasses smiles at me softly then nods. I think this is what I will do, avoid facing the public. But if that doesn't work I will switch to Richard's option; Pick someone in the front row and star at him during the whole concert.

-Where are the girls ? He asks, accompanying me to the stages.

-Always in the changing lodge, like the other boys, I think. I answer.

-Do you hear the fans' cheering, Paul? I can't wait to go on stage !! Oliver exclaims as he leaves the room.

Once everyone is grouped outside the changing rooms, we get together with our manager who jokes with us to calm the situation.