My Best Frenemy (Jeff x Jane)

Regaining Myself

Liu'/Sully's POV

Not once have I thought this day would come. I'm alive but I know I'm dead at the same time. My mind that is broken is now consuming me.

What will I do if I forever disappeared? The real me that is now hidden away. I wish I knew how to escape, but he has me in shackles.

It's hard to live this way.... to have another's thoughts mixed in with my own. At least that's what I always believed.

But I was wrong.

He didn't exist because of that incident. Sully existed because I wanted him to.

I kept lying to myself, that I just wanted to set things right. But it was actually me getting even.

I watched how the brother I once loved be beaten and wrecked til he was all black and blue. He didn't seem to mind the pain. But he was slowly succumbed to numbness.

I didn't like that. I wanted him to feel every wound, every scratch, and gash. I wanted him to suffer....

And that's why he keeps taking over.

He knows I don't have the guts to do it. And so he took the job into his own hands.

Nevertheless I tried to fight that urge. But it all still ended just the same. Just like with the others.

He said he felt regret for what he did. The look in his eyes that looked so sincere made me think so too.

But he didn't let me talk. He didn't want me to forgive. The pain, the betrayal.. it was all too much.

But anger was eternal. They were the chains holding me down. I wanted to believe him.... Because I knew deep inside. That my brother was still there.

Yet, he made me believe that I was just looking at a cold hearted shell of a killer.

He thinks I should break it.

And I obliged.

Although, he didn't suffer from the injuries I give him.

No. His weakness was his fragile mind that was being broken once again.

Jane was his only anchor.

She helped him recover some of his sanity.... and she's precisely why he will lose it again.

"Why did she forgive you? How could she forget the things you did?" Sully wondered out  loud.

"Speak!" He ordered.

"I...... don't know." Jeff muttered. He was lying.

"You don't know? Perhaps I can help you remember. " He  took a metal pipe and started tapping it on Jeff's shoulder.

"You know.... I haven't used this in a while. Probably because it gives you a really hard blow and you either get knocked out or end up getting killed in an instant." My other side shrugged, trying to be intimidating.

"And I don't like it when either of those two happen. If you get knocked out, I'd have to wait for you to wake up again. And if you get killed then I'd have to look for a new toy." He continued.

"So tick tock Jeffy~ Better get your memory straight or else...."

"Why are you even asking me that??" Jeff growled.

"Oh nothing. I just wanted to make sure..... of her feelings." Uhmmm what? What is Sully up to?

"Why would you care what she thinks of me?" He glared
Sully smirked with malicious intent.