I have actually started to self harm. I'm not bleeding so you can stop fretting, I just need an ESCAPE FROM REALITY AN ESCAPE FROM THE PAIN OF LIFE OF REGRET OF NOT SPEAKING UP ABOUT MY FEELINGS. I wish I could see one of my BEST FRIENDS right now as I need a hug and to talk with him because I want to either kill myself or my mum as she doesn't understand what I'm going through and she is pissing me off. I would love to ESCAPE but the world and society want to watch me SUFFER IN SILENCE. This society we live in is like a prison. It cages us in from birth, forces the correct information into our heads, chains us up and sets us to work our entire lives, not ever escaping.
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The thing is, I dont think I will live past nineteen, heck, might not even be seventeen. I have just over two and a half years before Im free for ever. Because that is when I turn 18. That is when I need to find my way in the world, but at least I will have escaped the hell I used to call home.
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If you've ever wanted to fall away
SpiritualThis is a book of MCR and TØP inspirational quotes and images as well as me speaking my mind on the meaning of life
