Hey guys. How are you? Because I feel fucking fantastic! *Sarcasm*
This is just a rant chapter so if you aren't into that shit, then I suggest you leave. But if you would like to know how bad my day has gone and why im not happy then feel free to read on.
My day was going well. I had school tho, in the holidays, for intervention. So I get home and I find a cat on my doorstep, I pick her up and open the door, carrying her thru to the living room. She jumps off me and runs upstairs. I talk with my mother for a bit and she says she hurt her shoulder stripping the wallpaper in the dining room and moving the fridge. So I start to make her a cup of tea when she shouts thru if I can bring the clean washing in from the back garden. Now I've never EVER talked about my arachnophobia or my fear of the back garden (oooh spooky ;) ) but I rush upstairs and grab my headphones. My mother decides to rage at me and say that she "had to" go out in her underwear and do it bc I wouldn't.
She KNOWS how bad I hate the back garden bc every time I went out there I would want to go in the house and cry. This is bc of the back gate. It hordes SPIDERS. A WHOLE FUCKING BUNCH OF THEM! And she knows that I can't go out there without music bc I'll get scared but nooo it's raining I need to be as quick as possible. Fucking hell mother! I thought you understood what im scared of, thought you'd care. But no, I just get a "go upstairs like you usually do, you are just gonna be on YouTube anyway" and I reply with "no actually I wont" so im now fucking pissed off.
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If you've ever wanted to fall away
EspiritualThis is a book of MCR and TØP inspirational quotes and images as well as me speaking my mind on the meaning of life
