If you've ever wanted to fall away

im sorry guys who still read this

I don't know how I have survived this long as I can't even talk to my mum about how I feel gender fluid without her saying that I'm not I'm being stupid and that I am a girl I can't talk to my friends without being ignored at one point or another and I feel like some random internet fren  ( lol JulieAtTheDiscoo ) has helped me more than my mum has and nearly all my friends won't talk to me and two left will but are too busy with them being in school and so am i we all have exams and