If you've ever wanted to fall away

do you ever want to

Do you ever want to
- end everything
- feel happy
- curl up into a ball and ignore everything and everyone
- fit in with people

Then let me tell you something
You don't have to fit in
Stand out of the crowd and be PROUD of who you are
Don't ever let anyone get you down
Be yourself
Ignore what others think
They don't matter
YOU DO
You can be anything if you put your mind to it
I should know, I've been let down a lot
Don't let anything stop you
Don't let anything stand in your way
If you feel that there is nothing else to live for, then just know that I LOVE YOU
I'M HERE FOR YOU
I WRITE THESE WORDS FROM EXPERIENCE WITH REGRET, NOT FROM SLICING MY WRISTS OPEN, BUT FROM NOT EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS ENOUGH TO THE PEOPLE THAT CARE FOR ME
KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU
I AM HERE FOR YOU

And know this, don't slice your wrists for attention, grab the nearest notebook, piece of paper or anything you can find paper-wise, write down how you feel and how much you want to just rage at everything and give it to someone you know you can trust

Trust no one
No one but your best friends
They aren't like normal friends or close friends
Best friends are people who are CLOSER than close friends
As you know you can trust them
You know you can tell them anything
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They may be a teacher or a fellow student
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They might be a parent or guardian or a family member
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They might even be a social worker or a psychiatrist
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But you know you can trust them
Trust them with that piece of paper
Trust them with anything
Trust me
I'm here
I'll be a BEST FRIEND
Someone you can trust
Someone you can act yourself around and not care what the world thinks
The world is just a giant ball of crap that likes hearing people suffer and scream
The world is ugly
You are not
You are beautiful in every way possible
Everything you do
Everything you say
Do and say it with an open mind, an open heart
Go be the best that not only I know you can be, but be the best that you know you can be
Be anything
Do anything
Say anything
Love someone who loves you back, family or not
Love someone who is willing to go through anything to be with you
Love someone who you can TRUST
Love a BEST FRIEND
Love me like a BEST FRIEND like I love you like a BEST FRIEND
KNOW that not everyone loves you, but KNOW that at least someone does
Don't look for that someone, as they will find you
They will find you, and they will find a reason to be a BEST FRIEND, a reason to love you and a reason to TRUST you like you TRUST them
Listen to music
Music I love
My Chemical Romance
Fall Out Boy
Panic! At The Disco
Music you love
Could be anything
Listen to it for it will guide you to make the right choice
They say 'make one move and everything will go wrong for you've
This is NOT true
That's life right?
Making mistakes
Trying again
Don't be scared of who you are
Don't be scared of being different Be PROUD of who you are
Be PROUD of being different
Be PROUD of YOU
I'm PROUD of you
You should be too
Love yourself
Forgive yourself
Believe in yourself

Have you ever felt like you want to die, to end it all
The world won't let you
It likes to see people suffer
To see you suffer
Don't let it see it get you down
Think happy thoughts
Three words you'd keep repeating to the sky, the world
LET ME DIE
Three words that many people repeat
Yet we don't really die
We just stay
For the world to see you suffer
Don't let that be the side the world sees
LET ME DIE
It's just that the world is a big ball of crap, of sick, twisted crap
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but the world is cruel
people are cruel
trust no one
only your BEST FRIENDS
THEY WILL HELP YOU
LISTEN TO THEM
FOR THEY WILL SAVE YOU FROM THIS STINKING, CRAPPY WORLD
FROM THE CESSPIT OF REALITY
You will shine
SHINE FOR YOUR BEST FRIENDS AND THEY WILL SHINE FOR YOU
THEY TRUST YOU
TRUST THEM
TRUST THAT THEY WILL KEEP YOU SAFE
And if they don't, TRUST IN ME
For I will keep all of my BEST FRIENDS safe as they will keep me safe
Don't let yourself die, don't let yourself go
Rise to where you know you want to be
Where you know you will be safe from the world, the CESSPIT OF REALITY
Rise from the depths of despair and give yourself hope like I know you can
Keep going
Keep living
You will meet someone who needs you as much as you need them
They will keep you safe