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I stared at the ceiling with a head full of thoughts, everything felt so different and I couldn't decide if it was good or bad.

First of all Zoe and Alfie's wedding was fast approaching, secondly Jack and I were back together and the biggest thing was that I was engaged. I glanced down at the ring on my finger which I hadn't taken off yet, the buzz of London traffic filled the room with noise.

"Hey, what's up?" Ella asked as she plopped down beside me on the bed.

"Nothing. Just thinking," I muttered, she nodded her head before speaking.

"That seems awfully complex for you, what are you thinking about?" She questioned.

"Just about how crazy things are." I replied not wanting to go into too much detail.

"I know, you're getting married Jess." Ella beamed and I tried to swallow the lump in my throat.

"Yeah, but that's what I'm scared of." I coughed out as my eyes glistened with tears.

"Hey, what's brought this on? You and Jack love each other." Ella stated reaching over to rub my back.

"It's just what if Jack only proposed to get me back? I could hardly say no in front of all those people." I said, Ella looked at me with furrowed eyebrows.

"Wait please tell me you didn't say yes just because it was in front of thousands of people?" Ella asked uncertainly.

"No of course not, I love him but what if that was the only reason he proposed?" I shot back, Ella shook her head with a laugh and I stared at her with shock.

How could she be laughing at me right now?

"That boy is crazy about you, he's head over heels for you and you should know that. Give up all that thinking because we're going to Joe's." She clarified pulling me with off the bed with her.

"Why Joe's?" I asked completely oblivious.

"All the boys are there," Ella finished exiting my room.

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I let out a nervous sigh as we pulled up outside of the apartment. We both got out of the car and climbed the stairs instead of taking the elevator.

"Relax it's only the boys." Ella advised, I nodded gently not trusting my voice.

Ella raised her hand to knock on the door and it was soon answered by Josh, I smiled as we greeted each other and went into the living room to see all the boys lounging around.

"Hey twin." Joe greeted as I sat beside him.

"You are a strange child Joseph Sugg." I pointed out, he chuckled in return before ruffling my hair.

I was about to say something else, but a piece of popcorn hit me in the forehead. I turned my head to find Jack with a smirk.

"What was that for?" I questioned pretending to be angry.

"You were ignoring me." Jack pouted, a child would be more mature than this boy.

"Aww, poor boo." I teased and he sat on the arm of the sofa beside me.

"I'm your boo?" He jeered.

"Yeah poor boo." I repeated.

He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to my lips, after we pulled apart I decided to let him sit on the sofa and he dragged into his lap.

"That's better." He said, his arms wrapped around my waist and he snuggled into the crook of my neck.

His stubble tickled my cheek slightly and I played with his hair.

"Movie night anyone?" Mikey asked.

"Hey! Those are from my room." Joe pointed out, Mikey shrugged before putting a Christmas movie.

Home alone to be precise and he was teased for being such a child. I snuggled into Jack ready for the long night of movies to come.

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"That was definitely me as a kid, I Kevin Mcallister." Mikey smirked.

"Yeah right, more like you were one of the guys getting caught in the trap all the time." Jack pointed out.

"That's so true, I remember when I tried to do a prank on Conor with Mikey and he forgot about and ended up pranking himself." Caspar told us, we all laughed at Mikey's funny antics.

I had dozed off shortly after that being woke up with Jack peppering kisses all over my face. I smiled and opened my eyes to be greeted with Jack's electric, blue eyes.

"I'm heading home now, you coming?" Jack asked as I sat up from my sleepy daze.

"I think I'll just stay here tonight." I said stretching my arms.

"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow baby." Jack spoke capturing my lips in a kiss before leaving with Conor and Josh.

Joe and I talked about his premiere for Joe and Caspar hit the road USA which was coming up soon. After getting hot chocolate and changing, I watched another movie with Joe and then I went to bed.

A/N

Hey guys, sorry this chapter is short but I'll try and update again during the week sometime.

Do you think Jessica is overthinking the engagement or being reasonable?

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Peace out.