For the past year I have been deep in depression, even from the start of James and I's relationship. Im not saying he didnt make me happy im just saying that somehow deep down I knew that it wouldnt last he was so clingy :(
Every night I find myself thinking about things that I could of done differently and if we would still be together now had I done those things.
I just want to be rid of my self.... I want to not be the way I am
Right now im in bed listening to The monster by Eminem and I just finished listening to Survival by Eminem. Eminems music has helped me through this past year. My favourite song is Lose Yourself, for some reason it clears my kind and I am free of James.
I have a problem.. I am going to Australia with my friend in 15 days and she will no doubt make me wear a bikini.... do I cover my cuts and scars??? or do I cover them woth shorts?? please comment and help me please!!!!!!
