Fuck, Fuck, Fuck.
why is it that I wanna cut after I have had a good day??
It is fucked up!!!! honestly today was great I got a calf from my best friend Nicole and we had a good laugh about random shit while the adults were talking, I rode the horse and I got to go to town with just mum oh and then we all had tea at the table together for the first time in over two years.
now im liying in bed bawling my eyes out for no reason at all UGH!!!!
I dont know why I carried on with this its pointless!!!! nobody reads it and it is a shit story anyway.
for those of you who dont cut, please dont ever start. For those of you who do.. I know how addicting it is and how hard it is to go even two days without cutting or self harming in any way.
Anyway peace out night readers....
