Afraid.

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I am afraid to wake up
But afraid to die.
I am afraid to breathe,
But I shall not suffocate.
I am afraid to cry,
But I do constantly.
I am afraid to try
But cannot surrender
I am afraid to fall in love,
But I've already fallen.
I am afraid of violence..
But I've fought
I need to be taught,
Death shouldn't be thought,
Thought oftenly by my brain,
Asking me why, why am I crying?
Softly and suddenly making me fear.
Not you,
But myself.
Because life is confusing.
Life is an on-going nightmare,
With little peaceful moments.
So I shall cry,
Because I am afraid.

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