I am afraid to wake up
But afraid to die.
I am afraid to breathe,
But I shall not suffocate.
I am afraid to cry,
But I do constantly.
I am afraid to try
But cannot surrender
I am afraid to fall in love,
But I've already fallen.
I am afraid of violence..
But I've fought
I need to be taught,
Death shouldn't be thought,
Thought oftenly by my brain,
Asking me why, why am I crying?
Softly and suddenly making me fear.
Not you,
But myself.
Because life is confusing.
Life is an on-going nightmare,
With little peaceful moments.
So I shall cry,
Because I am afraid.
YOU ARE READING
A Handful Of Darkness
PuisiDreams turn to nightmares, Nightmares turn to dreams. Wishes turn to fears, Or maybe that's what we believe. Tears turn to smiles, And the pain goes away. Maybe one day, You'll be okay.
