It's so sad how important someone can make you feel before they leave like you were nothing after making you feel so special.
almost like all those conversations were pointless, the feelings you caught didn't matter,
and the amount of time you took for them was just wasted.
It's sad how even when they come back they make you realize you never fucking mattered to them at all because you were just a distraction to keep them away from the pain.
this, all suddenly realizing you're so unimportant to those who are so important to you.
