she stayed up late because she worried about everyone else but her.
she didn't care that her foundation was crumbling .
she didn't care that with every step she took she was stumbling.
they watched her fall apart.
not caring if she'd mentally collapse.
they watched her fake a smile,
they watched her fight back tears.
not comprehending pain behind her years.
they knew she was mentally dead,
that's what they've all said.
she let herself fall.
in more ways than one.
she fell in love with someone who ruined.
she fell in a void of depression,
she fell deep into the suction of her illnesses.
so she started to worry about everyone,
because she knew that she was too damaged.
they knew she'd cry out
just not sure when.
claiming she's better off dead then.
she thought they were right,
she didn't bother to put up a fight.
saying goodnight she turned out her light.
