breathe.
inhale, exhale.
That's what they told me to do.
every single time, "try something new."
but nothing fucking works.
its taken twelve long years and wasted tears.
how will it take until you realize that it's killing me to fake this happiness?
Did my mother realize she raised a nerve wracking mess?
the years of pain and stress.
a result of a broken home, sitting outside, watching silently like a garden gnome.
