my first love
In the midst of craziness,
you were the one breath of fresh air.
in times where i would want something new,
you taught me to relinquish the already achieved.
your words tainted my existence,
etching your lust into my veins.
you made it feel like i was brand new,
not a single thing couldn't bring me away from
y o u.
you helped me see the good in love,
even if you didn't know how to.
you shaped who i wanted to be,
i shaped who you are today.
and maybe i was fucking foolish to love you,
but who wouldn't be eager to love a good storm.
you brought my guarded heart to a new territory,
our love is another story.
you didn't love me like i loved you,
you didn't want me like i wanted you.
not a single thing would break me of you,
except your own self.
ripped like a bandaid,
one day here and the next day gone.
i don't love you anymore-
not like i used to.
but you were the first to mend my heart together,
and the last to tear it apart.
