to anyone whose ever loved me,
i was not the easiet to love, i know. im not the easiest to please, im sorry. im not the most stable person out there, forgive me. im insecure and scared of the unknown. im oblivious, blind to my own feelings and often others. i only worry about other people's feelings and ignore mine and allow my mental health to drop. i let myself get bad, and i let myself hurt and ache.
i know that im difficult but was i even worth it?
was i worth loving? was i worth putting the time into?
-b
