I've never been hyped up on love,
the idea always seemed to cross me as pathetic, maybe that's why i took to it so quickly.
i could say it and not mean it, but when i meant it i never did say it.
love and heart break scared me and i kept my heart guarded;
until i became so deep into you.
love was a new anxiousness and it still is. i don't feel like im good at this, not with the one i loved before too.
love was never an enticing idea for me to succumb myself too.
never grasped what it felt like to be in love, and when i did i had heart break crash over me like oceans waves land on a beach in the start of a tsunami.
i've never been hyped on love, because im so terrified of the unknown.
