i cant breathe
and its hard to sleep.
i don't deserve to be loved as much
as she possibly could love me.
i cant see
and its hard to cope.
i don't deserve to cared for by the people who refuse to see my bad.
i cant fathom
and it hurts to think
that i'll have built her up just to break her down again.
i cant scream
and its hard to think
when my mind keeps reminding me i ruin
everything i love and need.
