Wicked Games// A.T

Chapter 7

Abel

"Bro, it's been a week and she still hasn't called" I say to the boys as we're currently sitting in one of the boys' hotel room. We're currently at our second destination of the tour and we're in Seattle.

"I'm not surprised" Lamar commented.

"What do you mean. What I did wasn't even that deep... why is she still holding grudges?" I say.

"You did steal her song, her first song, it meant a lot to her. The only thing you are meant to steal is her heart bro" the boys laugh at hyghly's comment as he points his finger to his heart. I don't even bother laughing, only show a faint smile.

"Well, I'm guessing your dick was too little so she left your ass, and her excuse is that song" hawk said, making the whole room laugh.

I wasn't in the mood for jokes. I slammed my glass cup of gin onto the table, shattering it into little pieces. As I storm out of the door angrily.

I don't know where I'm going, but I'm trying to get away.

I go to the nearest bar to the hotel. Entering, I smell the lingering scent of weed and alcohol. This bar was small but cosy. And there where pole dancers so I'm not complaining.

I went to the bar and sat down.

"Hennessy please" I say, handing the bar tender some change.

5 drinks later...

"Another patron shot please" my speech was becoming slurred but not too much and I was capable of understanding my surroundings.

"Woah, don't you want to slow down?" The bar tender comments.

"Woah, don't you want to speed up? Give me my god damn drink!" I raise my voice, impatiently.

After the shot, I was feeling myself becoming emotional.

"You know what, im not okay" I say to the bar tender, she moves her eyes from the glass she was cleaning to me.

"Before you tell me more, I want to say I'm an fan your amazing music and you"

I instantly feel bad for the way I snapped at her earlier. But I brushed it off, she knows I'm angry.

"She is so beautiful" I say looking her deep in the eyes. She instantly stops what she's doing and starts listening.

"I fucked with her feelings, you know? I fucked up again! This happens every time! I'm not worthy of love, not of Skye's especially." I say acting like a bitch.

"It's okay, let it all out. Tell me what happened so I can at least try to help you" she says. I hesitated, I don't know her. For all I know, she probably wants to fuck.

"Abel, I'm XO till we OD. I'm a true fan, I wouldn't ever want to hurt you, you have to trust me. I want to help you, I don't want to see you sad. The only time my dreams come true of meeting you, and you are being all depressed and shit, I want to help" she jokes, giving me a warm and comforting smile.

"She wrote a beautiful song. It's the song on my new album, you know 'love in the sky'" I ask.

"One of my favourites" she smiles.

"I stole that song from her. Not exactly, but she wrote it and I rewrote it and put it on my album without her consent. She didn't find out until recently, that's why she ain't touring with me. This is all my fault, all of it" I say being a little emotional ball.

"Abel, stop. Stop hurting yourself. Your blaming yourself like you committed a murder. Have you tried speaking to her?" She asks.

"I tried calling her before the tour. She never answered. We never spoke ever since. I never tried calling her again, I know she won't pick up" I say.