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Chapter Nine

Adrianna's Pov
I rubbed my face hard like I'm so sheltered I thought softly. Three months I've been with the joker been a long while is what I think. I'm slowly starting to feel insane but not to J's and Harley's intense to Insane.

Over the three months, I've seen people be tortured, being forced to watch torture, I've been slapped on accident and of course, J was actually remorseful about slapping me Harley has grown to hate me since to her claim I take her Puddin's attention from her.

I'm surprised she hasn't killed me yet but if she doesn't do it I'll end up doing it.

I have cuts on my arms but J doesn't know that I don't want anyone to know not even my only friend the guard Chase is the name and In secret and talk.

He has an idea for an escape but I'm so used to the Joker's home everything, where would I go?

Hugging myself I got out of the purple Lamborghini wearing a black long sleeved cocktail dress with black combat boots.

I watched J cackle slightly while Harley got out. "Look at this beauty." He cooed at his club and I blink "sure is Puddin." Harley called and I nodded.

"Yeah." I said J looked at me with a smile "Adrianna you're with me tonight Harley enjoy the night." He exclaimed and I jumped Harley shot me a glare and quickly went inside.

J, He grabbed my hand and held walking in with four guards including chase we went to his VIP area and I sat down my nerves were over the edge I was far away. I really needed to let the thoughts out but I have no blades.

I shifted when J held me to him "don't you look pretty." He told me softly purring in my ear I looked down shamefully.

"Thank you J," I said he chuckled smoothly and he brushed my hair away with the back of his hand.

"I miss when you were afraid of me." He said and I blinked not looking up "but I am afraid J," I said. I looked up to stare in his blue eyes his gaze lightly soften.

"Not like you use to cupcake." He said in a daze and I looked "You're doing something aren't you to let the fear out?" He said looking at me with a frown. I shook my head fast keeping both arms on my lap.

"Nothing." I stammered he glared slightly at me "Cupcake I need to know If your hurting?" He questioned with a smirk once again I shook my head "no." I said he hummed disapproved.

He leaned back in his seat reaching for a glass and filled two up but kept his left arm around me he handed me a glass which I took with a small thank you

"J have you noticed Harley?" I asked watching him drown his drink "what about her?" He growled while filling it up.

"She doesn't like you close to me," I said drinking mine slowly he let a laugh out running a hand through his hair.

"She'll get over it she knows you're my special toy that shouldn't be messed with your something to me." He called making me look at him very strange "what?" I stammered and he sighed angrily.

"You're something now stop asking those stupid ass questions." He called not wanting to me him angry I just nodded "okay," I said he smirked at me lightly.

I leaned back I was tired and I blinked when I felt a small slip of blood soak through from my wrist.

I blinked making sure J didn't notice and shift even though he pulled me closer Frost called over a slightly bulky African guy over to come speak with J.

He had set his cane down after slightly leaning on it I listened to have the conversation "are you sweet talking me." J called smiling.

"I love this guy he's so intense," J called laughing lightly he moved my leg to rest on his lap and I let him, I'm too far away to care.

I blinked feeling him rub my leg in a soft motion and then the guy looked. "I have to admit you're one lucky man you got two bad bitches." he said.

I frowned at his choice of words and J glared slightly. "Oh yes here's one the sweeter of the two she's does something to me that not even number one can do she sparks a flame everywhere." J exclaimed making me jolt watching him laugh out softly.

"She's my cupcake." He cooed rubbed my hips and waist I breathed out lightly "And number one oh there she Is fire in my loins the itch in my crouch the long the infinite Harley Quinn!" He yelled slightly.

I blinked at J and then pulled away getting up at a quick pace J looked at me I stared at him in disbelief.

"I'm, I'm not a toy." I stammered out loudly making him looked at me angrily.

"I don't wanna be a second," I exclaimed fearfully and anger while backing up the look J has was not happy he was pissed.

I stammered more and then I looked down when I saw large drops of blood falling from both arms and wrist dripping down.

I breathed out and then looked at J who was too damn shock and so was I, I rolled my sleeves up that were covered and soaked in blood, my blood the large cuts were open and exposed dropping blood everywhere falling.

J's blue eyes widen immediately "I'm sorry." I breathed out looking at him but he was focused on my arms.