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Chapter Fourteen

Adrianna's Pov
"Wow look at this." I snapped to myself looking at what Ari did for herself. I found it amusing she could sell me for money to live in the luxury while I was experiencing most of the stuff.

I didn't even dream about seeing killings beating, rage, insane things Harley Quinn. Falling for the clown prince himself it didn't even make me sad it made me angry more than anything.

Careful hopping over the gated area and my bare feet hit the wet grass. I wince keeping the gun pressed into my pocket in my jacket.

I was angry I made my way to the back I mean look at how huge this house is. I stood by the glass back window and then knocked my elbow into the glass it shattering.

I shook the glass off of me and then climbed through like I said before I was gonna do something before I take my own life.

I stepped into the expensive kitchen. I scoffed feeling pieces of glass in my hair I shook it off a bit and I kept moving.

I made my way to the living room and I looked around some more trying to calm myself down.

"What the hell." I mutter whipping around and I looked when I finally saw who I wanted to see.

"Ahh!" Ari screamed dropping a whole bunch of glass that shattered and fell around her on the glass stepping to me.

"What the hell Adrianna is that you." she gasped loudly in shocked.

She starting smirking "oh wow you've been through hell." She said so casually "I would have thought he would have gotten tired of you killed you." She said casually.

"Shut up just shut up Ari!" I screamed hyperventilating a little bit I shook very violating and I looked at her.

"You ruined what little life I had so you could be rich life like this when I have nothing!" I screamed at her threatening.

I stepped towards her stepping in the glass pieces going into my feet but that didn't stop me one bit, a little wince left me.

"You don't know what I went through." I shook my voice shaky "I hate you." I stammered.

"I hate you so much!" I screamed Ari started laughing very hard and she smirked. "All my benefit is alright I sold you for my own and quite I wouldn't care." Dhe snapped letting a small scream out.

I pushed Ari to the floor falling on top of her "Ari!" I screamed at her when she fell on the glass with a small gasp.

"Get off me!" She screamed trying to push me off I hit her a bit and Ari hit me too quickly.

I pulled the handgun out and pointed at her Ari looked at me and started laughing again throwing her head back on the floor.

"Come on Adrianna do it." She taunted to me blood falling from her lips staining them as she kept cackling at me.

She was insane too "pull the damn trigger blown my brains out splat." She giggled "shut up." I snapped my finger was on the trigger I could do it just shot.

I screamed at myself Ari kept giggling making me more upset "do it do it!" Adrianna!" She screamed.

I released a scream and I was gonna but something stopped me. It was the laughter I've heard so many times "kitten go on do it." I heard J called and I squeezed my eyes.

"J." I whispered my voice trembling "your weak you can't even shoot me!" Ari screamed I hit her hard enough to knock her out on the floor.

I started bawling my eyes scrambling off her. "Oh my god!" I screamed bloody murder at myself when I saw my feet bleeding, from my feet and any other areas.

I rocked hard shaking still gripping the handgun "J." I sobbed when I saw him he crouched down in front of me tilting his head to the side a bit looking at me curiously.

"Oh no." He whispered a bit and I looked at him shaking and trembling. "I broke you and that wasn't my intention at all," He whispered.

I kept crying "I wanna die." I sobbed still holding the handgun tight "what's my purpose." I wept at him when he gazed his blue eyes at me.

"What's my propose." I whimpered at him and I was aiming the handgun at me myself J glanced at me deeply blinking "to stay with me be in love with me." He stated quietly he faced the floor.

"Cause in my sick twisted way." He whispered lifting his eyes back up at me. "I love you as well kitten," He called using my pet name I gazed him shaking.

"Still I broke you I didn't mean that at all." He spoke again "its gonna have to be my job to bring you back to your normal state." He whispered smiling at me a smile.

Only he had "come back with me Adrianna." He whispered slowly I dropped the handgun. At the same time J caught it mid-air and laid it on the floor and he scooped me up in his arms lifting me up bridal style.

I clung to him like a baby sobbing "J I'm sorry." I sobbed in his chest he shushed me softly.

"Shhhh I got you kitten." he whispered as I shook some more sniffling and crying.