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Chapter Twelve

Adrianna's Pov
I feel like I'm a zombie or more or less nothing I've let them affect me to that intent know I've just lost feelings for everything and anything around me there no point in trying anymore.

I don't even fight back with anything I just let it happens when it happens. There's one thing I can't throw no matter what the love for J it's just it won't go away no matter how hard I try.

I was in a daze while taking a bath just staring at the reflection of my body and everything there's nothing more I can do or say. I looked up when the bathroom door.

I was expecting J to waltz in all insane but no it was Chase. I sat up quick lingering though "Chase what are you." I stammered "listen, Adrianna, I don't have much time before J comes looking for me."

"But I'm getting you out tonight at the nightclub you're escaping because I can't take what has happened to you for six months of being here. I know you were happy girl once but after being with J and seeing all this shit fallen for him you need to be let free I know you're not insane not yet." I started stammering over him.

"Chase how I've been keeping my sanity but I've really in love with him." I sobbed out he hugged my wet body to him. "Its alright you're not the first, others have killed themselves over him you'll be okay." He whispered.

I wrapped my wet arms around him nodded while trembling. "Thank you." I mumbled and he nodded softly taking deep breaths "tonight okay don't forget." He whispered before releasing me quietly.

I moved my wet hair away as well "don't speak about it okay." he said and I nodded.

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I was trembling under the dark blue dress in the spotlight of the club I have to stick with the plan Chase set out for tonight.

He said J would be so busy tonight with four different guys at the VIP section with Harley. He wanted me there but I can't face him not like this in the light you can see the scars now on my arm from this whole experience.

He had Frost and three others watching me plus Chase but Chase said something huge is happening. I looked down at my feet and looked up when there was a loud gunshot shooting out.

I dropped down covering my ears when everyone else screamed or shouted moving around. I could see was Batman I sucked in a breath is that what Chase meant? then there was a lot of shooting.

I was lifted up and I looked into Chase's eyes "come on." He called over everything I nodded letting him tug me through everything he ducked through people and the loud machine guns shooting were heard.

He kicked open the back door and pulled me out. I breathed heavy when we moved through the brick walls and fast though. I screamed but Chase covered my mouth when the brick wall was blown up hugely.

"Batsy!" I heard Harley scream and I saw J and Batman I was a bit worried but Chase pulled me to side breathing heavy.

"Adrianna go this is where you're on your own you have to run okay." He breathed out "but I don't know were to go Chase." I stammered he grabbed me by my face.

Run far." He whispered and I looked into his eyes and then nodded he released me and quickly I threw off my shoes and then turned around releasing everything built up for six months.

I sprinted hard and fast away "Adrianna!" I heard a loud pissed off voice yell quickly I didn't turn around but continue running as fast and everything was a blur as I did.

"Kitten!" He shouted loudly and that's when I sprinted faster down the sidewalk turning the corner and continue getting strange looks when I bumped into people.

I almost trip a few times and stumbled and I ran into traffic into an alley away after 40 minutes of running.

I was breathing heavy and I covered my mouth crouching my body against the dumpster when I heard loud noise.

"Go she ran this way!" I heard a good shout loudly and I controlled my breathing eyes wide when a purple Lamborghini sped pass by full speed when I knew the close was clear.

I let my shaking hand fall "Oh my god." I breathed out hard with tears spilling from my eyes and down my cheek.

"I'm free." I cried softly I wanted to scream and everything.

I slumped in the wall crying to myself hard breathing heavy while I cried but there's a part of my heart that was hurting because I wouldn't be anyone anymore.

See anyone because in his own way J cared about me but it wasn't love I know he'll come back for me and look for me and until then I'm bring myself back up.