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Chapter Ten

Joker's Pov
I threw open so many mirrors with a large growl searching for something specific. "Adrianna where the hell are they!" I shouted mad all over while facing were she shook on the bed holding her wrapped up arms that she held to her chest.

"I don't know I'm not telling." She snapped at me making me snap my angry gaze up to her.  She's been like this since I brought her back in a shock rage, cleaning her wounds that had bleed out so much from tonight.

I sent Harley off somewhere to deal with other matters. "Adrianna are you fucking insane? You think you would hide this from me!" I yelled storming back into her room.

She cringed flinching at me. "You shouldn't have found out." She stammered I let a loud mad chuckle out.

"Ohhh I find out every little thing." I breathed out glaring. "This crossed the line for me you don't learn anything." I snapped at her sending her whimpering.

I was gonna punish her so freaking bad. I stormed back into the bathroom throwing things around searching for the knives, blades whatever firmly pressing on the sink underneath.

I felt a prick on my finger. I smirked yanking it and held the recently use blade casually walking out. I twirled it. "How many more are they." I demanded loudly she jolted looking back up holding her arm.

She stammered out and looked away from my eyes. "Hu? speak up." I snapped out louder than before.  She jumped in place again fast like.

"I'm not telling you J you don't need to know." She called I glared harder.

"You're just itching for a punishment I'm even asking anymore!" I yelled. I stormed over and yanked her up off the bed and onto the floor she went at the moment I didn't even care.

I threw her pillow off and blanket there laid the pile of blades all used. I tsked lightly and grabbed them all.

"No please J don't. I need them please please!" She shouted begging me lifting herself up off the floor.

I noticed an injury from her hitting the floor.  "You think this is okay?" I growled out to her she whimpered shaking her head "I need them they keep me sane I'm begging you J please." She whimpered.

I shook my head "you're not allowed sharp things including glass I'm changing the windows." I snapped "no J you don't care stop!" She yelled making me take a step back when seeing her starting to cry.

She covered her face hard with her already injured arms "you don't care." she whimpered briefly.

"Since day one you haven't it doesn't matter what I do."She cried softly while slowly my gaze soften to the slightest at her cries for the first time her cries made an ache in my heart.

She thinks that I thought I furiously shook my head when feeling one of the blades slash my wrist I didn't even feel it.

I dropped down beside her and let her cry into my chest I didn't know what actions to do.  Laugh call her pathetic and leave but I really was worried about her.

"Hey don't cry now." I said slowly wrapping my arms around her trembling body.

"I care doll I care." I whispered my eyes widen and I looked down when feeling the blood drop down on my white suit.

"You shouldn't do the stupid action for me to care cause I do," I told her I guess my words were helping her cause her cries slowed down.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry." She stuttered out I clutched her more resting my head on her head the feeling I was feeling in chest hurt it hurt like a real bitch I thought wincing.

What the hell is this pain in my chest I growled in my mind lifting my chin off her head.

I noticed she fell back out in my chest I pressed my fingers on her neck her pulse was there.

I carefully lifted her up and held her looking down at her tear stained face I care I thought leaving her distorted room and out the hallway leading her to my room.

She can sleep in there tonight since I'm not sleeping tonight carefully taking her dress off I studied her body seeing scars and face cuts on her legs.

I growled failing to see all this. I slipped one of my white shirts on her leaving her in her underwear tucking her in the king size bed I then took a step back.

I crossed my arms on my chest still feeling blood slip through my wrist do I really care about her? I thought my gaze soften.

I do I care for her I thought ruffling my green hair I left my room to go take a really hot shower to wash away the night's events.