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VII-Changes

One week had passed since I decided to tell Charles that it was me that he was talking to, and not Mary. But I hadn't told him yet. I tried, but I kept erasing the texts I wrote. I mean, I still didn't believe that it was me. I had done that to him.
But then, I received a text from Mary. I loved her since first grade, but then I stopped loving her in the beginning of the year, because Jack loved her too. At least that's why I told him.
My brother went to her brother's birthday party, at her house, and me and my mother were going there to take him back. We went upstairs, we talked, and then I asked her where was the "Once Upon a Time" DVD that I borrowed her. She showed me, and it was in her room. We talked a little more and then I got away with my family.
Two days later, Margaret, my best friend at the time, showed me texts between her and Mary, where Mary told her that I was acting very strangely and that I tried to get into her room, without her permission. I didn't like people to lie about me, so that made me stop loving her. That didn't mean that I would stop being her friend, and she still was a great confident. But this conversation turned itself into an argument.
M: Hi, how're things going with Charles?
D: I'm planning to tell him that it was me
M: What about your conversations?
D: Swear that you won't get angry.
M: Ok?...
D: That was manipulation and he sent me dick pics. And he thought that you loved him.
M: What? That's insane! You're only thirteen years old!
D: The worst thing was that he actually believed that it was you. Ok, the worst thing were the dick pics.
M: He'll think I'm a w***e!
D: I told him that that wasn't you.
M: Daniel, that's insane! How could you use my name to get a picture of his private parts?! Are you crazy?
D: I'm sorry, and sincerely, I don't know if I'm crazy. I feel like I'm hung over. I'm feeling bad, but when I did that, I felt good.
M: "I'm sorry?" What happened to the Daniel that played with me when we were kids, and that was one of my best friends? Believe it or not, I feel betrayed. I feel bad. I thought that you were joking about pretending to be me.
That made me feel even more guilty. I hurt her. That was never my intention.
D: I believe that you feel betrayed. I'm feeling guilty. I'm so sorry. I went too far.
M: You crossed a line that I didn't know you could cross.
D: I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me, I crossed the limits and I risked everything and made you do it too. I'm ready to face the consequences.
M: You lost a part of my trust, but only that. Good night.
There was still one thing that I had to do...
D: Hello Charles, remember when I told you that you were talking to a friend of mine? Actually, it was me pretending to be Mary. I hope that you can forgive me and I am ready to face the consequences. Even if that means that our friendship will be over.
C: Daniel, I already thought that it could be you, and your plan was awesome. You already lost my respect, so, the consequence will be you living with yourself after what you did.
I didn't expect him to do that. He didn't call me anything, he was just so cold...I thought about my life and I really couldn't live with myself after what I've done, so I sent this to all my friends:
D: You know what? I quit of my plans. I think that these plans can hurt me, and you too. So, I'll try to stop with these things and change ( for the best, I hope). But I can't make you help me and some of you might not trust me anymore, so if you want to stay away for me, just do it. Bye.
J:Daniel, you're not a bad person. You made some mistakes and were an idiot, but I won't stay away from you just because of that.
A(Alfred): I'm still your friend, but my opinion about the plan remains the same.
B(Brian): Why would I stop being your friend?
M: Of course I'll help you, and I admire you for having the guts to tell Charles what you did. There are only a few that would do that.
C: I won't stop being your friend, but don't ever do that again.
H: I'll keep our friendship. I love you.
I thought about everything that I've done, but I fixed it. And for the first time in a very long time, I felt happy.
Wow. Three chapters in 24hours. I'm late in the story, so I'll try to catch up with Jane's and Harry's POVs. Please check them out. I hope that you enjoyed these chapters.