Mine | 2Jae

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Choi Youngjae's POV

The sun that shone brightly through the curtains, waking me up from my deep sleep.

I groaned lazily while stretching my body. But, I couldn't move my arms freely because someone had embraced me tightly, making it difficult for me to move as I please.

Jaebum.

I desperately tried to control myself from blushing like a girl as I turned my body around to face his sleeping figure.

Sighing, I hated how my cheeks in tinted pink again when I watched him sleeping deeply.

"Do you love me?"

Damn it. I let out a frustrated groan when the words that I stated last night flashed through my mind, giving me that unpleasant feeling in my heart.

Seriously, what the heck was I thinking when I decided to ask him such a question? That he would say 'yes'?

Idiot. I was an idiot.

I knew Jaebum very well. He didn't care about anyone's feeling. There was not even a single person that he ever accepted to become his lover because he was one of that guy. A fuckboy. I didn't know how many hearts that he already broken by rejecting them cruelly. I won't even surprise if he rejected me too.

Jaebum never appreciated love. That was the fact.

In the end, I would be the one that get hurt.

That was why, this feeling needed to be stopped.

"Good morning, nerd." Suddenly, Jaebum that already awoke from his deep sleep beamed lazily and then placed a kiss on my forehead. I was stunned for a second.

We stared at each other like forever, eyes were burning with emotions that really hard to describe. It truly made me doubt about the decision that I just made.

But, I knew better to never let myself fall for this.

"What?" I glared at him hardly, trying to escape from his embrace. But he only tightened his hug more, making me shudder for being this closer. My cheeks were definitely on fire right now.

"Let me go."

"No."

Jaebum just smirked with my reaction. Then, he trailed soft kisses on my neck without any warning. I squirmed, definitely didn't see that coming.

"You didn't even protest last night. So, why now?"

"S..shut up. You're annoying!" I screamed as he laid on top of me. He grinned playfully, his eyes were sparkling with intensity.

I was overwhelmed by his actions. The way he treated me right now seemed like he wanted me so much, seemed like I was.. his.

But, I knew better that it was just a delusional.

Clenching my teeth, I lashed out my anger that burning  inside me. "What do you think am I? Another toy? Maybe this is just a game for you but not me."

Jaebum's expression changed instantly. He sighed deeply  before he gave me any response. "Jeez, what's wrong with you? Suddenly so serious. Are you on your man period or something, huh?"

"I don't, stupid. I just want you to stop with your sick game."

"What the hell are you talking about?"

I didn't want to get hurt.

"Answer me." Jaebum shook my body lightly when I was just spacing out.

Finding my courage, I said the things that should be spoken.

"I don't want to be your bitch, like the others." I muttered wrathfully at him, pushing him away from my body.

I could hear that Jaebum groaned in pain when he fell on  the ground. He immediately sat up and then looked at me straight in the eyes. "You're impossible. Who gives you that idea?"

I got up from the bed, ready to get out from here. Honestly, it sickened me to be in this room with Jaebum. "I don't know, your fuckboy's life maybe."

"Nerd.."

"You know what, I'm leaving." I quickly made my way out from his bedroom, leaving him alone.

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