A/N: Hey guys! I made this chapter shorter because I've seen you prefer me to post shorter chapters more often rather than longer ones monthly. I have to admit I prefer to have longer chapters, but I don't want you to keep waiting sooo long and end up losing interest on this story, so here it goes! Please vote and comment if you enjoy! It gives me so much motivation to write and post faster. Thank you <3
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Harry rides his bike home with unsettling butterflies inside of him causing him to smile for ten minutes straight. He felt such an overwhelming need to laugh and giggle and jump around. In that moment, it felt like everything was right in the world. Over him the sun was shinning again, the sky was clearing and there was even music playing like in the movies. Everything was perfect in that one special moment.
He leaves his sister's bike standing against the black steel fence, regretting taking a bike and not getting an uber, because he could've gotten a free ride home with the man of his dreams. But, at the same time, it had been better this way because he'd gotten some alone time to process all that happened instead of feeling like a burden to Louis.
He couldn't help laughing when he remembered him saying he wasn't gay, but then he took him to his car and sucked him off like a sex God. But who was he to complain, right? When he licked his lips he still tasted him, his sweet, warm virility. He didn't know what it was but Louis had such an overpowering effect on him, even with all the "I'm not gay"s and the "I'm not attracted to you"s. He wanted to do that again and tomorrow and for the rest of his life, because, despite knowing Louis wasn't the man for him, he was the man of his life, and sometimes you can't fight your heart. Harry knew he belonged to him, even if there was a 0,001% chance of them ending up together. And until there was still decimals it was worth fighting for.
He locks himself in his room all afternoon trying to do his homework, but he ends up just thinking and reflecting. He was honestly surprised at the pace they were going. If someone had told him he'd get a blowjob from his sexologist - a.k.a The Most Beautiful Man Ever - the first time they'd go out he'd legit laugh at their face.The over-analyzing was driving him insane after a couple of minutes, but he didn't care. He was insecure and he didn't know if he wasn't jumping into conclusions about his feelings. He had never felt anything this intense for anyone, but maybe it was too soon to say that he was in love. He immediately shakes his head. No, he wasn't in love. He was incapable of being in love. It was probably just sexual attraction and sexual tension combined that made him desire Louis that bad. Rolling on his tummy, he grabs his phone to text Liam. The screen lights up and he accidentally clicks on the contacts button, finding Louis' name at the top of the list. He foolishly smiles to himself, remembering their conversation from earlier. The beautifully angelic sound of Louis' voice echoes in his head, making him curse his name because it wasn't fair someone sounding so perfectly over the phone too. He finds himself texting him instead.
To: LouisIt was nice to see you, Dr. Tomlinson. The tea was great, by the way. Hope your cappuccino was just as tasty.
- Harry
He immediately regrets his decision.
Oh shit... What have I done? I look like a desperate teenage girl texting her crush! He thinks to himself, but unfortunately there was no 'unsend' button.
His phone rings in a matter of seconds, stopping his racing heart.
"It was nice seeing you too. I'm glad you liked your tea. My cappuccino was delicious in fact. Very tasty and... creamy."
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RomanceA condition brought them together, but it's far from what you'd expect. Harry Styles is a simple, seventeen year-old student - a boy exploring his sexuality with different partners, but who never knew what to be in love is. Louis Tomlinson is a weal...